IM SORRRY! Bs Walla Ma Yamdeni Asawi Shay, Im Bizz-Bizz-BUSY!

Magdar Asawi Shay Gabel El Fu6oor I Get This NASTY Headache Ou El 9ib7 Mashqula!;'/ Ou After Fu6ooor 3azayem Ou 6ala3aatt!;s

Sooo ..
This might be a short post, ou walla men galb im sorry!;'/





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Khalid
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"Nadia .. "





"Oh my gosh, no no its ok, you dont have to answer it sorry"





"Haha etshawgeen lama tikhtab9ain"





"I'll say this nicely, chub!!"





"Yichubich! Nadoooy, laish ga3dah tis2ileni"





"Madry, honestly Khalid, your the guy every girl dreams about, and I was wondering why would your ex have left you or .. you know"





"Nadia .. "





"Yeeeeeshh?"





"How well do you know my past"





"Past? Heheh Khalid, I dnt know on anything qayr you studied bara for most of your life"



"So your mom hasnt told you why I am back in Kuwait right?"



"Becaaaaaause, YOU WANTED TO MEET ME!, just kidding, hehe she never did"



"Aha, ok"



"Laish! Haw, Khalid shfeek, your face suddenly flushed are you ok? Tabeni aru7 anadi el nurse?"



"La la mafeni shay"



"Enzain tell me limatha radayto ela alkuwait?"



"Haha! 7imdilah wil shikir shfeech gilabtay?"



"Hehe, yala Khalid! Tell me!"



"La never mind, You'll find out someday, I dont think you can take it now"



"Khalid ya zag! Tell me! If your not Im calling my mom now was2alha"



"La youba, ana agoulich .. "



There was a few minutes pause .. "Erm enshalla ya3ni ENSHALLA elyoum"



"Nadia, abech you promise me one thing if I tell you"



She got up and sat on the foot of the bed.



"I promise Khalid"

"Promise me you wont pitty me or see me as a weak person"

"You weak? Pfsssshh With those muscles? I doubt I can ever see as weak oh yeah mashala!"

Even though Nadia was laughing, I continued to carry a serious expression on my face, I didnt know how to tell her and I didnt want to have to be taken care of constantly.

"Nadia, shino kan su2alich?"

"OULLAA! 9arlek sina tagrig 3an promises, w romices, ou akhir shay you forget my question, hehe, my question was 'what was your ex gf like, and why did she dump you, your like mr perfect"

"Nadia, I did have a gf at one point of time kanat ma3ay bel madrisa el da5iliya, esimha Faye Al- she was who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, but then 2 years ago .... "

"Khalid, 2 years ago? .. "

"2 years ago during soccer practiced I collapsed and it was really unsual because everything was normal, ma7ad 3iraf laish ou 3gubha, I suffered constant headaches, dizziness, ou I just wasnt myself. Lama omi ou oboy zaroni winter break, wa7dah men 9adeqat oumi, dictora ehnak 3izmatna 3ala 3asha ou lama oumi galatlaha 3ala 7alti she proposed to get me a cat scan.."

Nadias face cheeks turned bright red, "Then? Sh9ar?"

"I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a tumor the size of a tennis ball in my head"

She picked up her tiny hands and covered her mouth. I waited for her to say something, anything, but she was like a statue ..



"Ma3a el 3ilaj wil chemotherapy, Faye thought I looked like an alien. She wouldnt visit me, wouldnt even look at me, and eventually she dated another guy.."





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Nadia
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NOO! KHALID MAFE ELA EL 3AFYA! LIAR!

"Your Lieing! YOUR PERFECTLY HEALTHY! Your strong, and HEALTHY, Mafeeek shay!"

"Nadia, ta3alay, gi3day yamii"

I picked up myself and sat next to him. He moved so I'd be able to place my head on his chest, and the hugged me tight.

"Mafeni shay el7een, look at me." .. she wouldnt move .. "Nadia choufeeni, Im fine, wala mafeni shay!"

"Mithel ma you made me promise, promise me, that if you ever need need anythin, ANYTHING I will always be there for you, and I promise you Khalid, I will never leave your side!"




"Mu you promised not to pitty me .. "




"Im not pittying, I just love you to death, and Im not doing anything qayr uff Khalid! Laish ma gitly earlier!!"

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Wala I Miss You Guys So Much, Bs Bear With Me
My Next Few Posts Will Be As Short As This One, Bs For The Fact Im REALLY Busy

You Know Schools Are Open Or Will Open This Weeek
Ou El Gatherings Maysa3dona!;'/ Kel Youm 3-4 Gatherings B3dain 6al3at Friends And Family, Whew! Im Just Exhausted Men Thinkin About It..

I LOVE YOU ALL
Ou I Hope You Understand!

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I.AM.HUNGRRYY!;'(
Baaaaagii .. Madry Chem Minute 3ashan Abla3!;'(
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6alal opened the door quite fast. It caused both Nadia and Khalid to jump.

"Men 9ejich Nadia?"


"Yes, men 9ijiii!"


"So this is how it is, bitgi6een kel el kan 3indina. The past? And the future we planned out?"


"Na3am?"


"Sem3at KELSHAY! Wala ma higait-ha menich!"


"You know what, Im leaving! And as long as your in a hospital 5alhum yichaykoon 3ala athooniik! Arrrrrgh I HATE YOU!"


I grabbed my phone off the chair and tried to make my way through the door but 6alal stood there blocking the way.


"Entay ru7aaaay get an x-ray 7ag mukich! Ma higaitiiich etkoneeeeeen 7aqera eb hal daraja!"


He was too mad to estaw3ib what I just said, or maybe he's just a plain idiot.


"Eee! Ana 7aqeera! Ana 7aqeera for rejeccting him because of you! Now get out of my god damn way!"I paused at the threshold and turned to Khalid "Khalid Im really sorry, Im just gona go down to get drinks, and I'll be back, Im really sorry for bringing all this drama with me while you should be resting"


He nodded and I left going down the stairs so I dont get stopped this time.

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Minutes Before ..
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I waited for her answer and the whole time she had a grin plastered on her face, I knew it was going to be a good answer.


"Khalid"


"E3youna"


"I love you and I love these. I really do, and Ive been dying for the past week trying to talk you about this, bs now, I really cant. I just lost my dad, and the only person that I was able to call 'My Soldier' "I paused to catch my breath because I was talking really fast ".. Khalid, Im broken up inside, and your going to be giving me all you have, your 100% while I dont and you mean too much to me for me to do that! Im sorry Khalid, and plus I dont want to loose you in a stupid fight or anything like that .. I love you Khalid, I really do, but I just the wounds to heal before I take the next step, I need time, so I have to always be accusing you .. Because 3gub 6alal .. "


"Nadia. Awal shay breathe in" He waited until I took a deep breath "Annnnnnd Out" And I blew in his face.


"Tadreen 3gub kel hal 7achi kubartay eb 3aini"


"So, your not mad!"


"La2 7ayati, Im not. Bel 3aks!"


"9ej"


"Ee wala men 9eji! What you just said, enich 5ayfa you hurt me because of what happend ou kel shay just made me love you even more and mabe aq9ibich 3ala ayshay, abeech entay etkuneen ra'6ya beli yi9eer men galb, I dont want you to do anything for me while it just hurts you"


"I think this is the time where you take a deep breath"


He started laughing "Wear them" He held the bracelets eb eda "Abeehum they remind you ena no matter what I will always be there for you, and I will always protect you"


"Thank You Your The"


BOOOM!


The door slams open.

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"7mar would be too nice 7agik" Khalid told 6alal.


"Rif'6itik?" His voice was calm and full of guilt.


"Ee"


"Laish?"


"Went shaku?"


"Meni ana 9a7?"


"MASHALA! Wala enik thaki, e6la3 bara, Nadia ba3ad shwaya bitred ou matabe etchoufek wana aby arta7!"

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6alal
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Mashala 3alay qabi, now I say goodbye to her forever because I am sure that she isnt coming back to me ever again.

Either way, with or without her, Im ending things with Fara7 ..

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Nadia
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I went to Woman's bathroom and cleaned up hoping 6alal would leave by the time I go to the little coffee stand next to the main door.

3gub ma 5ala9t, I pulled out my phone and texted Reem,


Outgoing Message To Reem Al-X;*
"IM SINGLEE! AND IM LOVING ITTT!"


One Message Recieved
Alah Yashfeech! But This Weekend Were Going Out To C-E-L-B-R-A-T-E!


Outgoing Message To Reem Al-X;*
Hahah!;* Eeeeehh Enshallah!;p Yi9eer Khair!


One Message Recieved
NUH-UH! WE'RE GOIN OUT MEANS WE AREE.. NO EXCUSES!
We'll Plan Everythin Batcher & Invite The Girls In School Who Have Been REALLY Nice To You, As A Thank You Thingiii


Outgoing Message To Reem Al-X;*
SMARTASS! Thats Fab! ; ) I Loveey The Idea! Khallaaaa9 Batcher We'll Plan,
Nooooodels Lozah!;*

6ela3t men el 7amam and there was no sign of 6alal, argh great!;D


Chan aru7 3ind el coffee booth and I saw a red Freeze bottle. JUST WHAT I NEEEDED! Something cold and chilly! I BBMéd Khalid


" Hey, I hope he's gone, anyhu, what drink do you want me to get you? "


" Ee ra7 a few ago!;* ayshay barid babes! "


" I got myself freeze, the redish pink bottle, BARID 3AJEEEB! Aku blue and green, ay wa7id tabe? Aw both? "


" BLUE! ; ) "


Re7tla el ghurfa and he was flipping through the channels,


"Im sorry again Khalid"


"Why are you sorry? You shoud be sorry for him because he's a jackass?"


Even though I laughed I had this weird feeling, china ma kint artha 3alay, because 3gub what happened today I knew he still had feelings 7agi. But I decided to burry those feelings deep down inside.


Kanaw WORLDS WILDEST POLICE CHASES on MBC Action wil 7abeeb mu bes mindimij el 3ayesh ma3ahum


"KHALID!" 7itahft muq6at el freeze 3alay


"O5 CHOUFAY SHLOON BATWAL OH OH OH!"


"If you dont switch off the TV the next thing el ba7thif 3alaik ohwa el bu6il"


"La la bes, ka" he picked up the remote and switched it off "SO!"


"Me no likey you! Emkhaleeni ajambil 4 e6waf!"


"Chan 7ithaftay gha6a el bu6el menziman!"


"La2na you looked funny wnta mendimij, kel me etgool 'ooo' it looks like your making a fishy face"


"Shino hatha ba3ad fishy face?"

I sucked the inside of my cheek and moved my lips chini smicha .. wuhwa ba6ha thi7iiik!


3gub ma we settled down, a question popped out of my mouth chithee out of the bluee!;/


"Khalid, what was your ex girlfriend like?"

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Awal Shay!;Embarraaak 3alaikum El Shahaar!;*

Im Sorry Ena Ma Gidart I Post Ems & The Day Before La2na I Was Invited To A Couple Of Parties From Milchas To Birthdays Ou Kan 7ousa !!

Wala I Was Supposed To Meet Up With Friends In Avenues Bs I Decided Stay Home So I Can Post!;'D

I Tried To Make This A Little Extra Long 7agkum Because Et3arfoon Awal Sbou3/Sbou3ain Rama'6an Kela 3azayim Ou Ghabgaatt, Ou We Sleeep All Morning;$, Fa Akhaf My Posts Will Be Really Short Aw I Dont Post At All!;'(

-I.Love.You.Guys!-

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WayWay!;*
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Nadia

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I cant believe he just grabbed my arm and spun me right around to face him







"Hidny, please! Just leave me alone! You have Fara7!" I choked back my tears not letting any trail down my cheecks.







"Nadia, mani hadich lay tismi3eni!"









"Maby, please"I begged yet not looking into his eyes. "I dont want to know anything, just leave me alone!"









I didnt want to cry, I wont cry, Im not going to be weak jidama!









"Nadia, tikfa maby ayshay qayr 5ams digayig wana ra7 amshi, please!"









"I dont want anything to do with you, I hate you, AKRIHIIK!" After that statement I finally looked into his face. I knew it would hurt him, and that was my point, I just wanted to see the pain and anger rush through him. It didnt take seconds before his face looked flushed. That was a sign he was hurt.









"Nadia, etha khan dish qurfat Khalid ou nitfaham, el kil ga3id yikhizna ehni!"









"A7sen!! I hope someone comes here! So you better let because you dont know what I might say"







"6oul 3umrich 3aneeda ou rasich yabis, mara7 titqayirain" so he picked me up and took me all the way to Khalids room.







"Just because Im tiny that doesnt mean everyone can carry me!!" I slapped his head.







"ENTA 7MAR?! NAZIL EL EBNAYA" Khalid yelled at him lama chafa, and he almost immediately followed his orders.







"I hate both of you, I was stupid enough to trust you" I pointed at 6alal "Bs Khalid, I never thought you'd do this to me!"







"Nadia, sim3ay" Khalid got up and pulled the drip thing with him "I wouldnt have called him in etha I knew it would hurt you, Im sorry, I thought you'd be safe talking to him if I was around"







Its true, I thought, I jsut hated 6alal, I hated him men galb, and I didnt wana see him or even talk to him.







He approached me and mointed for 6alal to sit on the plastic chair which was on the far end of the room.







Then he cuffed my face into his big hands, "Gi3day yami, and I promise you if he dares say anythin wrong I'll have him in the ICU"







I didnt say a word and I wouldnt let Khalid touch me, so I moved my face, and made my way to a chair that was next to the bed. I remembered my moms favorite quote "You dont have to give anyone a second chance, but give them a chance to explain themselves"







"Nadia, Adry eni ghila6t eb 7agich, ghila6t eb throwing your love away, it was all my fault, wala enich ma ga9artay ma3ay, ou 3umry mara7 alga wa7da mithlech! I love you and so do you"







"No 6alal, I loved you, its past tense"







Wayha en9ifag "Huh? Shqa9dich"







"I used to love you, but not anymore"







"But we've shared so much together"







"Which you managed to throw away so easily, So, I moved on"







"So you've got a new boyfriend now?"







I stayed quite, WHAT DID I JUST SAAAAAAY?!







"RIDAY 3ALAY!"







"Nazil 9outik aw e6la3!" Khalid yelled at him







"I dont see why I cant, when you can"







He tried to hold himself together "Who is he?"







I took my eyes off him and looked at the floor, I didnt have a boyfriend, maybe, I dont know, thats what I was trying to get off of Khalid today, to ask him, to see what road we were taking.







"Laish mu ra'6ya etgooleenli!! How can you throw everythin away? Men 9ijich entay?"







I didnt dare look up, I didnt want to see his fce expression, I didnt want to see Khalids, because he probably thought I was seeing another guy now.







"Bs gouleeli mino ohwa, mabi ayshay menich qayr hatha!"







At this point 6alal had gotten off of his chair and was walking towards me.







Khalid rushed to stand between us. "Matgarib akthar men chithy 3anha"







"Khalid! Lazim etgoli meno 9a7ibha el yideeed!"







"Went shaku u9lun? Mu hadait-ha 7ag Fara7?"







"Ma hadait-ha!"







"MA HADAIT-HA? Oh 9a7 you just cheated on her"







"Nadia bes gouleli mino ohwa"







There was a small pause, I was able to hear the clock ticking on the wall.







"Ana 9a7ibha el yideed? Etri7t el7een?"







"Enta?"







"Ee ana"







"Of course, why didnt I think of that, 9ij eni qabi"







I finally found the courage to look up. God I really hurt 6alal now didnt I. For the first time in 13 years of knowing 6alal I thought I saw tears in his eyes. I brought him down hard. I caused him to crash. My heart ached badly, but I wasnt going to let myself cry.







"Ana mashi 3ayal la2na maku fayda a9ali7 ayshay el7en, alah yikhalekum 7ag ba3a'6, ou der balik 3alaiha Khalid"







Nazal rasa ou he left the room.

I had my eyes focused on the door, but I still havnt moved an inch.

"Go after him, its okay" Khalid said. I walked slowly to the door and just turned the knob. The door squeeked open, and I saw 6alal standing at the elevator. He looked back, his cheeks were red, I guess he was on the verge of tears. I shrugged as he got in the elevator. He had brought this upon himself, he cheated on me, why do I feel so guilty.

When I saw the elevator door close, I shut the door and turned around. Nazalt rasi ..





"Shfeeech"





"I think I should leave .. " I mummbled.





"But you told my mom you would take care of me, choufay Im sick" he faked a cough.





"I'll send Reem over to stay with you"





"Nadia, shfeech mamatii .. "





I picked up my phone from the seat I sat in, "I really should get going"

"Laish mu gadra et7i6een 3ainich eb 3aini?"

"Khalid Im confused, I dont know what to say, and what you said"

"What I said is what I meant to talk to you about"

"Shqa9dik" I finally had the courage to look up into his eyes.

"Nadia, ta3alay gi3day yami, and bring my bagpack"

I got his bag and placed it in his lap, he opened the zipper and pulled out a box.





There were 2 Love Cartier braclets. One silver and one gold.





I covered my mouth, Is this what I think it is? Is he really ..





"I hope this all makes sence, la2na I dont know how to say it"





"Im ... Huh? Eee " He laughed at me, ma gidart agoul jumla san3a.





"Nadia 7abebty, is that a Yes or a No"





"Yes, No, Madry! What are you asking"





"Im asking that I be the one to take care of you when your sick, the same way you have done with me. Im asking eni ana el ashar ma3ach all night talking about random things .. "





"Khalid" I moved my hand away from my mouth "I .. "





"Entay shino! Yala Nadia wala ga3id 3ala a39abi, 7aram 3alaich!"








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6alal

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Eb hal sihoola Nadia kintay tigdireeen etgi6een kel eli binaina? La2 ou tilgainlich wa7id ba3ad? ..





Khalid, wnta shloon tigdar etsawi eb fireejik chithy!

Khara nisait mifta7 el sayara eb ghurfat Khalid, bs magdar adish dakhil 3gub el 9ar. 3umry mara7 agdar a7i6 3aini eb 3ain Nadia!

6alal stayed down stairs in the Hospitals lobby pacing how he can get his car keys from Khalids room and after a couple of minutes he knew ema maku 7al thani qayr ena ohwa yi93ad foug ou eyeeb el mifta7 eb nafsa.

He stepped into the elevator and pressed 14. As he saw the numbers going up, his heart seemed to ache, break, and sink deep down into his stomache.

The door opened on the 14th floor, but he couldnt step out. He was frozen. The door closed again and went to the 16th floor. An Indian woman stepped in, "What floor sir?"

"14"

She clicked 14 and when the door opened again, he felt paralyzed. "Sir this is floor 14, you go out?"

He finally stepped out after a couple of seconds ..

He heard the elevator door close behind him, and kept his eyes focused on Khalids door.

He stood there for a while, just staring .. "Shfeni ana? Min 9iji ga3id asawi chithy 3ashanha? Bel 6agag!" 6alal managed to lie to himself.

Bs when he reached the door, he heard Khalid ..

He heard the whole conversation, and even though he could lie in words, his feelings wouldnt lie. Now he had to wait to listens to Nadia's answer.

Khalid chathab! Lail7eeeeen Ma Kanaw Ma3a Ba3a'6!

He didnt know what to expect, so he waited quitely bs he started to loose his patience, and their voices were getting softer.

Then he heard Nadia giggle, but Khalid had a serious tone even if he didnt pick up anything he said.

6alal lost his temper, WHAT WAS NADIA'S ANSWER!!

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This post is dedicated to DD;*, Whose in love with Khalid! Heheh!(a)! I tried to put in as much Khalid as I can;)!
I tried to make this a long post, bs Im still jetlagged ou mukhii miskeen emkharif;(, ou lahya ma3a family gatherings, so sorry etha this post is a little mu3awaq!;p


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Khalid
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Miskeeena, She saw the nurse etghizni, wihya ekhtar3at! She shrieked, yi7lailha she look so cute when she freaks out, she squints and crinkles her nose





Our mothers were going through formalities, and Nadia jumped to my side of the bed, and started screaming at the nurse





"You hurt him, I kill you"


The nurse ekhtar3at, " Ma'am Ive finished"


"LOOK LOOK! Oh My Ga .. Aaaaaaah hes bleeeding!"


I looked over to my arm where the nurse had injected me, and there was a drop of blood. Nig6a, and here was Nadia making a huge fuss about it. The nurse eventually ignored her and ran out of the room for her life.





Hours passed ou Nadia and I bes ga3deen ensoulif 3an ashya2 taf-ha and our mothers were talking about how I fainted. Weeh, fashla, Men dont faint! Then my mom brought up something,



"Ta3ab g3dah bel mustashfa 6oul el wakt"



Nadia's lips turned into a devilish smile, she looked at me, "Khalti, etha entay tig3ideen el9ib7 ma3a, laish ma entay etriden el bait el thihir, ou ana lama akhali9 madrisa ayeela"





Shai6ana el ebnaya! She knows how to get around, I smiled back at her.





Her mom sa3idat ba3ad "Ee wala Oum Khalid, Khalay Nadia etyeeey kelyoum 3gub el madrisa, wntay reday el bait erta7aaay!"



"9j? Maykhalif Nadia?" My mom asked.


" Akeed khalti! "


My mom smiled, "Okay, 3ayal yala entaw ru7aw el7eeen, 3ashan Nadia you get enough rest, wityeen 7ag Khalid batcher wara el madrisa"


" Chinich ga3dah ti6irdeena " Nadias mom said as she got up.



They all laughed, and left, except for Nadia. She stood up right next to my bed and put her hand into mine.



"I hope you get well soon, and Im sorry 3an elyoum el9ib7"



"Nad"



"Shush, If you need anything before I come to you know just let me know, and if I can ever make it up to you gouli"



"Nadia, forget about elyoum, ga3dah agoulich 3ady .." I kissed her hand "Yala see you batcher, because aby akalmich eb mawthoo3"





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Nadia
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"Yala see you batcher, because aby akalmich eb mawthoo3"


I totally forgot! I needed to ask him as well! Damn it! Nisaaaiit! I'll talk to him tomorrow, waiit! No no.. arghh .. He wanted to talk to me! Bs 3an shino?! I hate this you know ..


"Taby etkalimni 3an shino" I asked biting my nails.



"Batcher et3arfeen!"



"Aby a3arf now!"



"Nope, ni6ray lay batcher oh and by the way maby ay a7ed in school yi3arf Im in the hospital la2na enshalla ba3ad youmain ba6la3" he replied followed with a wink



"Hmph, Fine!" And I stomped out the room.





Lama wi9alna el bait I watched "The Notebook" with my mom and I eventually fell asleep on the sofa.

School the next day went by as slow as a snail. I growled during lunch

"Shfeeeeech!" Reemo Asked.

"The day is going by so slow! Ouff!"

"Bil 3aks, Its going by REALLY fast"

"Reem run for your life, la anatfich el7een"

She actually scooted away from me that khibla.

"Oh by the way, Nadia have you heard anything from Khalid? Laish mu ga3id yidawim?"

"Okay, Im gona tell you bes mu etgoleeeeeen 7ag a7ed!"

"Duh!"

"He had a really high fever the other day ou 6a7 3ala ouma, fa emnawmeena bel mustashfa"

"We! Ombay!"

Dhari, One of the guys el kela yig3ad ma3ana popped out of no where, "I heard yo mentioning Khalid, waina? Laish mu emdawim"

"Oh, Ee kan em9akhin chan yi6e7 qashyan, so nayim bil mustashfa" Reem blurted out eb kel thiqa.

"YOU HOE!"I slapped Reems arm. "Dhari, Listen en gilt 7ag ay a7ed, I will come after you, so you better sleep with one eye open if you dare!"

"Besmila, La youba maynoon agoul 7ag a7ed 3gub hal tahdeed, khalni sakit abrakli"

He walked away, so estilamt Reem "Entaaaaay 7mara?! You big zaaaaag! If you tell anyone else, I swear Im gona cook you for our neighbors dogs tonight!"

"Im sorry" she gave me her puppy eyes, which stopped working YEARS ago.

Hours Later ..

Ma9adgt 3ala alah when the last bell rang, I ran out of the school ignoring those calling out my name.

Outside in the parking lot, I found my driver and hopped into the car, bs I didnt land on my seat. There was a black jansport bag, but it wasnt mine!

The driver saw me staring at the bag, "Oh ma'am dis bag for baba kalid, Your mama say go his house bring his bag and you give kalid"

Haw, shyabi eb his bag? Hal kither el dirasa shagita shag? So I decided to BBM him,

Khalid, Allaaaaaaaaaaw!(a) Watchya Beeeen Doin?, Lozah, Agoul You Asked My Mom To Get You Your School Bag?

Hey Baby Girrl!;* Ee! Mu Tift7enha, Oumi 7a6a Ashya2 5a9a 7agi (Men Stuff, Which You Dont Wana Touch Or Seee!)..

He called me baby girl? Awww! I wanted to hug him through the phone, then I loooked back at the bag. Men stuff? Yeah Right? What can that be .. Its not like they have tampons or pads;p or like underwear.

Etkhayalt Victoria's Secret Men Boxers Ou Make Up In The Bag, So I Started Laughing Ebru7ii.

I stopped by McDondals and ordered myself a BigMac, ou gidart akilha kelaha, mashala 3alay.

By the time el wi9alt feha el hospital, I was happy, ou dashait el ghurfa ma3a el ebtisama shaga wayhi, but it faded away quite quickley, when I saw 6alal on a chair sitting next to Khalids bed. Khalids school bag slipped out of my hand, which caused a loud 'thump' on the floor.

God knows what were the expressions that were on my face, all I know that I was shooting hot glares of death at 6alal, and kept glancing at Khalid for an explanation.

"W.. Um .. Ehh .. What is he doing here" I was finally able to mummble.

"Nadia ta3alay gi3day" Khalid held out his hand, but I was frozen.

One of us had to leave.

"Nadia, shfeech? Ta3alay .. Its ok, he called and I let him come"

"Oh, that means I have to leave. Bye"

I turned around and walked out the door, but just as the door shut, I ran to the elevator. I heard rapid foot steps behind me, and a voice calling my name. I knew that voice very well, for it had kept me awake for 3 years, building lie over lie. I didnt dare look back.

I hit the down button furiously, before I was spun around, and I saw his face. 6alal, the only guy on this whole planet which I can truely say I hate men galb.

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Khalid
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That night when my mom left, I went to sleep almost immediately, thinking of Nadia. She was adorable. I couldnt wait till tomorrow when it was me and her alone, kent aby akalimha, bs akhaf takhith the wrong idea. What if .. la2. Magdaar .. Shloon?

Et3watht men eblees ou nimt before my phone started vibersating wildly next to my shoulder.

Ma chift el Called I.D, bs radait ..

"Aloo"

"Hala, ah Khalid?

"Eee na3am mino ma3ay?"

"Ana 6alal"

"Khair taby shay, la2nik ga3id et-thayi3 waktik etkalimni.." His voice narfazni SHAKU DAAG 3ALAY?

"Khalid, lat9akir el telephone eb wayhi, bs khalni atkalam"

"Etfa'6al"

"Khalid, Awal shay aby at2asaf eni kifa5tik 7ata lou enta el yaitli ou 9akaytni box, bs Khalid, aby akalmik 3an Fara7"

6alal continued telling me his story, why he talked to Fara7 in the first place, I found it reasonable, but it still wasnt an excuse. Ou lail7een kan emnarfizni!!!

3gub ma gaaal kel shay he asked me for help.

"Khalid, 6ilabtlik"

"Hmm"

"Aby akalim Nadia, bs agoulaha el gitliik, adry ena shes close with you .. fa yimkin tisma3 kalamik!" there was a pause, ya3ni kamil ya 7mar!

"Kalid, enta tadry eni maf9ool 7ag hal esbou3 kela, fa magdar aru7laha ehnak, witha ru7 akeed ra7 an6ag mara thanya .. ou et3arf magdar aw aru7 feeha, mithel ma gitlik"

"Chouf 6alal ana mayim bil mushtashfa ou Nadia bityeelii batcher, fa taby, etkalimha jidami .. "

The conversation lasted for another 5 minutes as I explained why I was in the hospital gave him the hospitals name, my room number and told him what time to get here ..

Bs 3gub ma 9akart el telephone ma gidart anam, la2na kent adry Nadia mara7 etkhale yitkalam wala kilma 3gub el sawa .. Bs la2, ana mawjood ou mara7 akhale yisaw ayshay, I just hope Nadia will feel safe with me around.

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You guys, tadrooon what just hit me.

As I was writing this post, my mom mentioned Musalsalat Ramadan ..

Some musalsalaat are just pathetic ou yilaw3oon el chabd because it the same story thats been airing for the past 6 years bs with diffrent actors!

So what hit me was Laish Ma Ysawoon A Musalsaal 3an A Story Of One Of These Blogs?!;p

Wala ya3ni c'mon BLOGS ARE ADDICTIVE! .. Ou Kel 7alqa One Post!;p

9aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa77?!;O

Wala It Would Be Somethin New!(a)!, I Think;p

Inzain Maybe I Should Shut Up Now!;p Waru7 Atqada

xo

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Nadia
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I woke up the next day quite early, eager to have the 'talk' with Khalid. I took a shower, did my hair, had breakfast. I was just about to leave the house wala I remember the message I sent ou estaw3abt eni nasya my phone.

Rikatht lay dari, wala achouf my phone blinking, bs by the time I grabbed it, the call had ended.

I typed in the password ebsir3a, and checked, 1 missed call, and 2 BBM's ..

BBM From Khalid:
Khair 7abebty, gouleelii ehni !..

BBM From Khalid;
Chinich nimtay?;p Yala noum el 3awafi, I'll be at my usual sport tomorrow morning, and we'll talk!;) Sweeeeeet Dreams!

A smiled plastered my face. Then my phone beeped. Eeeeff, low battery, "Mu waktiik loser" zafait my phone.

I ran out of my room, and almost bumped into my mom.

"Weh! 9baa7 el khair mama!" I leaned over and kissed the crown of her head.

"9ba7 el noor 7abebty, shfeech 6ayra!"

"La2 mama bes mabi at2akhar 3ala el madrisa" I lied, ma kint aby at2akhar 3ala Khalid.

"7abebty, Athin nisaitay, elyoum ana ma3ach lazim enru7 el dictoor, ensawi ta7aleelna sa3a 9"

What! No! .. "Mama la2! Mu elyoum! Please"

"Mama shfeech, adry enich etkhafen men el obar bs, 3adi, ana ra7 akun ma3ach!"

"Mama mu chithy its .. "

"Its shino? Mama latkhafeen!"

"Mama mu 3an el oboar, well okay mabi el obar, bs .. "

"Bs Shino?"

Think Nadia, Think!!

"Mama 3indi emti7aan ekbeer period 2, ou I studied real hard for it, I wana take it gabil la ansa kel shay"

My mom knew I had Calculus first block so I didnt really want to risk it, ena she calls ou asks that I take it later!, And I really did have an english test, well fine QUIZ, but I had to go to school early. Plus the timing, she said 9, my sencond class started at 8:50 ..

"Weh, khala9 tadren shloon khan enru7 el7een!"

"Mama, please, mu elyoum! Batcher? La2na Reem tabeni adaris-ha 7ag the test"

"Khalla9, khalla9, ru7ay" she laughed at me. "Bs ha, batcher enru7!"

Ma 9adagt 3ala alaah, I litterly jumped down the stairs and screamed, "THAAAAAAANK YOU MAAMAAAAAA!"

I picked up my bag, and ran into the car gabil la etqayir rayha. I checked the missed call and it was men raqam qareeb, '6af' I thought, and started to BBM Khalid.

"Im On My Way Loser!;)"

A few minutes later, I recieved a BBM, men Khalid, I almost squeeeeked when I saw his name.

"Nadia, 7abebty, ana elyoum gimt men el noum em9akhin ou bala3emi 9aka 3alay so I dont think I'll be coming to school today"

I felt my tummy turn, not in a good way, but a bad way. How can he!

"Whatever" I replied.

And then my phone switched off. "A7SEN!, Fakka!" I yelled at it. The driver looked at me from the mirror mikhtiri3.

'Kaifa" I thought, Mu china I lied to my mom and made her change an appointment, for him.
"You know what" I said outloud. "Im not gona let any guy bother me"

So nizalt men el sayara, with a smile on my face. And thats how the rest of the day continued.

Whenever anyone asked about Khalid, I shrugged, or said I didnt know.

I got some weird stares as if I killed him, but I just lied my way through and convinced then that I didnt know where he was.

After school Reem walked me to my car, "Damn! School feels good without 6alal or Faro7a 7akuka!"

I started laughing my ass out. "LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! SHAAAAAAKU 7AKUUUUUUKA!"

"Shfeech tith7ikeen! Mu ems 9orat 6alal on facebook, and she was tagged as faru7a 7akooka" she replied back seriously, which made me even laugh harder!

"Reem" I tried to catch my breath "It was faroo7a katkoota"

"Gi6eeee3aa! 3ad little chicks are scary!"

"La2, shfeech, katkoota in english is chick, in other words a girl, so she put katkoota in a way to reassure everyone on her list that shes a girl"

"Now that you mention in Nadooy, 9ij! Chinha rayal mitnakir!" she covered her mouth.

I just started laughing.

"Meno chinha rayal mitnakir?!" 7amood said as he came up men behind us.

"Fara7!" I giggled with my fingers on my lips.

"EE! Wana 3abali ana el wa7eed el kint achouf-ha chithy!, staqfirilah" he said with a disgcuted face.

We started laughing again 3ala wayha bs he thought we were still laughing about her, "Siktaw bes! Tara wala e3yalkum ra7 yi6li3oon jiyakir, ou etha you keep on making fun of her, banatkum ra7 yi9eroon chinhum riyayeel"

"Smila 3ala e3yali" I answered back ebsir3a.

"Ana faka 3umri, mani yayba e3yal" Reem said eb kil thiqa.

7amood esti7a ena we were talking about e3yal fa he excused him self and litterly ran back to the guys.

Reem soon left so I left after her. Lama wi9alt el bait my mom was on the phone with my grandmother so I headed up to my room to take a shower so I can have lunch with her.

Bs before I could change my mom called me through the intercom, so I headed down stairs.

"Hellaaw mama, needed me?"

"Ee mama nadaitich, 7abebty Nadia, entay etghasilay ou etghaday ebru7ich. Ana baru arta7, la2na 3ala el sa3a 6 binru7 el mustashfa"

"Haw, mu giltay batcher enru 7ag el ta7leel?"

"La mu 7ag el ta7leel, Khalid emnawmeena bil mustashfa, kan em9khin ou 6a7 3ala ouma"

That very second I felt someone slap me really hard. I was dazzed out, and it didnt really hit me.
I slowly stumbled into my room and into the shower. I realy did feel ena my heart was pulled out of place. I stayed in the shower for what was an hour just letting the hot water prickle my body before applyin shampoo and conditioner.

I stepped out the shower and I wrapped the towel around my body. I sat on my bed with my hair still wet, not believing how cold and heartless Ive become. And I blame 6alal on that.

I pluged my phone on the charger and let it startup ebru7a 3ala ma abadil. When I came back I saw the I recieved a message from 6alal.

One Message Recieved: Jackass
Aby Akalmich Eb Maw'6ou3 ..

One Outgoing Message To Jackass
The Farthest Your Ever Going To Get To Talkin To Me Is Dreaming About Itt;)

Before I clicked the send button I debated once again with myself, Should I really be that 7aqeera? I came up with an anawer.
YES! TO 6ALAL ONLYY! And I clicked on the send button.

I then opened up the last conversation I had with Khalid, and the word 'whatever' stood out from the rest of the words. My heart ached, but I tried to keep it in pieces.

I typed in "Khalid, Im .. Im Sorry I Didnt Mean To Mean This Morning, Im Sorry Walah!"

I was honesling back my tears because I just thought he'd never reply back. But he did. When I saw the message I stood on my bed and started jumping on it men el wanasa.

He Sent.
"No 7abebty, 3adi shda3wa, plus lich kel 7ag ena you get mad at me la2na I promised you I'd be there everyday el 9ib7, bs I broke that promise elyoum;*"

I replied almost immediatly ..
"Me and mama might visit you around 6, et2amirna 3ala anythin eb 6ieejna? Anythin that will have you feel better as soon as possible?"

It seems like he was waiting for my reply because he replied back seconds later
"Maby ayshay qairich, when I see you, ra7 a6la3 chathab ena feni ayshay"


At that point 9ij 9ij fi9alt I started running all around the house men el wanasa, and I drove the maid crazy until my mom came into the living room with one eye open.

"Shfeech mama ga3dah et9arkheen az3ajtay el fireej!"

"La bs um mistansa" I smiled.

"3asa doum etkoneen mistansa, bs mu chithy!" She pinched my cheeks. "Yala mamati goumay etzahibay, 3ashan enru7 enzoor Khalood"

I laughed at my mom, Men muta did she start calling Khalid, KHALOOD?

I put on a white Chloe ruffled shirt, with True religion jeans. I only applied eye liner, mascara and lipgloss. I didnt wana look like I was going somewhere khas5a.

Wi9alana el mustashfa and my mom called his mom for the room number. When we headed to his moms directions, the door was wide open, kanaw ga3deen yis7iboon dam mena and agony was visible through his eyes.

Kisar kha6ry..

I kind of shrieked and thats when he saw me, and his eyes twinkled ..

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My battery is dieing out! I know its short, bs shasawi!;p

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