IM NOT GONA STOP POSTING!;p ..
Bss.. Give me a few days. Im in a weird state of mind right now, so many things are happening. People are expecting things from me, waiting for replies, and bleh .. Im in the middle of no where with no one. Just me and myself. Ou I dont know if I should ask from help just yet, I wana sort things out alone.
Drama.Drama.Drama.Drama - I aint a fan of it.
Anyho, promise give me a couple of days :p

Ou mashkoreeen 3al zaff with the comments:p
I love ya'll .. WaayWaaaaaay!;*

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Im posting just about every day, ou i know my posts arnt long bes chena only two or three people are actually reading or following the blog .. so madry, I might just stop writing?
Madry, nothings for sure ..

Anyway heres a little post ..


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Khalid
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Nadia broke away from my embrace with a smirk on her face, which slowly disappereed. He eyes were round, shocked, and in horror. Three O's have formed on her face, and well here eyes they were the size of the full moon that was in the sky tonight.
But she wasnt looking at me, she was looking out the window.
" Kha-khaliiid" she pointed holding onto my hand tightly.
I turned around and there was 6alal standing next to my window boiling in anger. He hit the side of the door and went back to his car.
" Khalid you have to do something, akhaf egoul 7ag a7ed!!"
" Lat5afeen "

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Nadia
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Khalid turned on the car and followed 6alal who was speeeding like crazy! 6alal turned and parked his car inbetween our chalet and the guys chalet.
I jumped out of the car .. and so did he. He furiously walked up to me

" IS THIS WHO YOU ARE? A SLUT? " 6alal screamed from the top of his lungs which broke the nights peace.
" THAMIN KALAMIIIIIIIIK 6ALAL MALA DA3Y HAL 7ACHY "
" 6alal i dont get you! you have the right to have a slutty girlfriend but i have to wait until you come back to me? NO! AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU !"
" I feel sorry for you. You used to be such an innocent girl, look at you, your a filthy bitch, obooch ma 3iraf shloon erabeech 3adel, o oumich ma tadre 3anich, lo tadre sh9aar chan intay il7een hahaaaaay"

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Khalid
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Eyd nadia bidat tarjif, her knees buckled as she fell to ground, crying silently

It was just then, when i uncounciously ran to 6alal and punched him.

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Reeem
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" Guys tismi3ooon 9rakh?" i asked the girls
We all ran out to outside to find Nadia sobbing on the floor, and Khalid on 6alal punching his guts out while 6alal tried to block his face with his hands.

Out of no where Fara7 popped out
" Ombaaaaaaaih 7abeby! 7abeby! ombaih! khalid yabeeeeee yithb7a! "
Her shreaks caused the guys in the chalet to come out running. I pushed her to the wall and slapped her.
" Your worthless flesh and bones taking up resources. Ever since you came here you've brought nothing but bad luck"
And she froze just where I left her.

The guys finally broke up 6alal o khalid.
" 5ara fekum! Shfekum chenkum yahal titkafi5on!" some guy yelled at them

6alal spit blood and looked at our direction. " Wainheey? "

" Malik sheql feha! O yawailik itha grabt yamha " Khalid shot back at him while a few guys held him back.

Nadia got the courage and strenght to get up. " Is that what your really think of me?"
6alal looked at her " Eee " 6alal answered wuhwa 3afis wayha. With blood covering half his face, Nadia slapped him.

" I thought you had dignity, but you have none. Remember next time before you open up the dirty mouth of yours that I know everything about your life. EVERYTHING. So dont you dare call me anything. "

" 7abeeeeeeeeby!" Fara7 screamed and she hugged him. ' Matjeeseena intay fahma way ewii "
Fara7 then took off her shirt and started wiping off the bloood off of 6alal's face. She was in her bra, and really right short shorts.

" Chena i just threw up a little ib 7aljy " yousif called out.

" Staqfirilah lo jesim 3dl chan 5zyna, bs la jisim wala wayh methil il awadim! Allaah yastir 3alaich wala " someone other guy said.

" Way 6alooooooly hathola kela my7iboni chofhum o tadre hathe shsawat" she said pointing at Reem. " Talat sh3re o 6akatne 6rag o shatatny o sabatne! 6alal kalihum "

She then pouted infront of him, and moved in and kissed him. 6alal shoved her away. " Shd3wa 7abebe tisty7e jidamhum! Awal kint kela itbousnee o tadre b3ad sheno .. Laish itqyrt 3alay 7ayati? "

" Oh so you kissed before? " Nadia asked

" EKLAY TIBIN FARA7 LA ATHBI7ICH IL7YN "

Nadia laughed and walked away ..

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Short post
Bs dedications go out to J327!;*! & L!;* thank you wayid!! It helped, a lot wala!
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Nadia
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I froze for a couple of minutes in shock trying to comprehend what the hell just happened! I grabbed my wallet, my blackberry and went downstairs to find everyone awake. Reem covered her mouth with her blanket, the other girls ran up to me, but didnt say a word.
I didnt bother looking for Khalid, and I just headed out.
"Chandraa!" I screamed on the top my lungs
"Yes ma'am?" he scurried out of his room
"Take me to Sultan and then McDonalds"
I jumped into the car, plugged in my iPod, and let him drive. I stopped my tears from rolling down my cheeecks but I couldnt stop them from filling up my eyes.
I got down in sultan and just walked, and walked with no specific thing to do. I dialled Chandra's # "Chandra do you want anything from here?"
"No ma'am thank you i buy all i want already"
"Okay bring the car, I didnt find what I wanted"

I got into the car "Chandra, go back to the chalet, and i'll drive the car"

"No madam nadia, no no i not let you, you not know how to drive, you angry and crying no madam sorry i not give you keys! i take you here there anywhere but you no driving"

"Ass" i whispered to myself hoping he wouldnt hear me. "Take me back to the chalet, ill walk to where ever i want to go"

"ok madam"

I stopped jidam the chalet and started walking next to the water. The water was cold as it they hit my feeet. I looked at my watch and it was 3:00. Shit, time passed by fast. I sat in a somewhat shaded area and just started to think about everything until it got dark.

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Khalid
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I drove and spotted Nadia sitting on the sand. I parked the car, and watched her stare at the waves crashing.
I was so close to her, but she didnt even notice me. I heard her sniffle, and talk to her self. It got dark. When she finally got up, she turned around with visible trail tears on here face. She was shocked to see me sitting there behind her, just a few weeks away.

"Kh-khalidd" she burst into tears and jumped inbetween my arms. "Im sorry, I really am!!"

O couldnt say anything, ma gidart agoul shay, there was a lump in my throat. I rubbed her back slowly and every once in awhile i wiped away her tears.

After a while it got dark, the street lights had turned on.

"Nadia, its time to go back, I'll drive you back"

She held my hand, and held her close to my side. Fita7tlaha il bab and she got in. She started at me when I got in. I leaned my head on the steering wheel "Nadia, I love you, you get the 9a7?"

She nodded "I love you too Khalid, I love you"

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Nadia
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I told him i loved him. ka i let it all out! it felt good. A smile formed on both our faces, and I couldnt help but giggle.

Khalid came leaned over to the passenger seat, looked into my eyes, and kissed me. It was a short peck on the lips, that sent vibes all over my body. He pulled himself away, looking for approval. "Im sorry" he mummbled.
This time, I pulled him close to me, and leaned over to kiss him. I didnt even know how too i just went for it. I placedmy hand on the back of his neck and started playing with his hair.

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Short post adry!:p .. Bs 3ad im trying to post everyday!:p
Bs my homies, aby your help eb shaqla answer this
"If you saw your abusive ex-boyfriend in a mall, what would you do?"
Your ex is: *Crazy. *He wouldnt let you go, you had change everything so he wouldnt get a hold of you. *He threatens you all the time. *He knows where you live and he doesnt mind coming over and ringing the bell asking for you?
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Khalid
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We moved into the kitchen as we prepared some breakfast.
"Mishtahya pankcakes with syrup!! Mmmm .. oh oh with blueberries, whipped cream .. allaah!"
"Allah, bs chenich ti7limeen?"
"Ana a7lim, pfsh, watch me make the best blueberry pancakes you'll ever life!"
"Yala, inchouf .. "
She hummed as she shifted from place to place to make pancakes. Nadias beggning to be my everything...Whats going to happen next
"Nadia"
"Hey" she turned around and smiled.
"Um nvm, it smells good"
"Told ya!" she giggled "Thooooga!"
She came close up to me, with a plate that had a pancake on it with whipped cream, and top of that, there were a few fresh berries on top of it.
I toook the plate from her and she waited as i dug the fork into it and ate slowly.

She waited a minute until she lost it o Ga6at il fo6a 3alai "YALA! TELL ME HOW WAS IT! SHENO BAN6IR UNTIL U DIGEST IT YA3NY!"
"Nadia men 9ijich? .. these pancakes are ... "
"Your joking! Ombay! I might have put in something wrong, aw too much of something!!"
Khathat il plate meny, and the fork that was in my hand, she took a bite of the pancake ..
"You ass, these are amazing, okay!"
"Adry" I answered goooofily ..
"3ayal laish itgol they were horrible!" she pouted and stomped across the kitchen "Mara7 takil anymore .. "
"Ana gilt they were horrible ! ANA! Nadoooooy! Ma khaliteeny akamil my sentance wala you flip out shasawy ya3ny!"
"You could have talked faster ya3ne .. "
"Inzain ana asef .. bs maykhalif t36eny il 9a7an, you3an"
Those were the greatest pancakes anyone could ever eat ..
"Ermmm, nope!"
"Afa " and I pretended to head out of the kitchen
"Laaaa la hak kisart kha6ry .. o stay with me"
"Inshala"
I felt like a kid in the park, eating ice cream and watching people pass by.
"Whats taking you so long"
"Um Im making pancakes for everyone..wasnt i suppsed too? Plus this is the last pancake"
I smiled at her generosity ..
"No you werent 7abeebty .. "

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Nadia
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I froze once again as that word escaped his lips .. I stared at the pancake for while, only to notice that Ive burned it.
I turned off the oven without saying a word. "7abeeebty" was such an easy word to say, spread around like candy during garge3an. What a silly word that many fall for, what a silly word that causes tremendous pain. A word i hate from the bottom of my heart, but its a word that I crave to hear. How can one word make your body tingle, and force a smile up your face no matter how upset, or mad you were. 7abeebty is a word that causes us to sin, and betray our familes right under gods eyes. That word, that god damn word, can kill a soul. Whats its true meaning, whats its true feeling? Why would he say it if he didnt mean it!?

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Khalid
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YA 7MAR KHALID ISHGLT INTA?
She was sent passed the planets, and out of the Milki Way in thought. And it wasnt in a good way.
Shagoool 3ashan a5aleeha tinsa?
"Um Nadia itha ib tig3ideeen itzayneen kel pancake mara7 itkhal9een lay bacher"
I had her attention when I called out her name.
She didnt smile, she didnt even look at me "I wont. Ra7 a7i6 il cream, syrup and fresh berries 3al 6wla .. il yabe e7i6la"
She put everything on a tray that must have weighed as twice as she did.
"Khalny as3dich"
"I got it" she shot back and she actually carried it.

Shd3wa kel hatha 3shan kilmat 7abeebty?

I followed her to the table in the living room as though it was an obstacle course m3a il rabi3 naymeen 3al arth

Misakt-ha min eeedha o I took her to the second floor, and she was in complete shock.
"Hidny!"
"Mane hadich lay tismi3een shno 3indy aogula!"
She stopped trying to break through looked deeep into my eyes and hissed "Your turning into another 6alal"
Those 5 words bitch slapped me. I let go of her arm, "Ma gelt kilmat 7abeebty ela lana kanat 6al3a men galb. Your so paranoid nadia! YOU WONT LET ANYONE IN! OBOOCH O RA7! 6ALAL'S GONE! GOULEEEELY GA9ART MA3ACH? I DONT THINK SO I BBM YOU ALL THE TIME 3ASHAN AT6AMAN 3ALAICH BES INTAY KELA 7GRATNE! HOW THE HELL TABENY I PROVE TO YOU I LOVE YOU? BECAUSE IVE TRIED DOING IT IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, MAYBE ITS TIME YOU BECOME HONEST WITH YOURSELF AND STOP BELIEVING YOUR OWN LIES! Getting hurt is part of life, and guess what Nadia, the world doesnt revolve around you, and you arnt the only one who lost a father, and caught your boyfriend with a hoe .. Get over it"

I was screaming on the top of my lungs. I turned around and headed down stairs.
They were all awake. They stared at me ... So I grabbed my phone and keys thenheaded out. I didnt bother going back to the chalet so I jumped into the car and drove. I drove for hours and I didnt even know where I was planning to head.
My phone was viberating furiously so I threw it in the back seat, cranckeed up the music, and sang along.

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This is a short post, bes I guess I'll have to kick it off from here ..
Oh and its dedicated to the guy who read my post in 2 days :p ..
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Nadia
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I woke up with the sounds of clicking. It still dark but it was obvious that the suns rays were starting to stretch out.
I looked up and there was Khalid typing on his Blackberry. I jumped from the position I was in.

"Shfeeech!" Khalid said a bit scared from the way I jumped up
"No no mafeny shay! I just lost, nimt 9a7?" He smirked at me and pinched my cheecks nodding.
"That sucks, iff .. zain laish ma nimt? Shnawy itsawy exactly itwa9il?"
He put his Blackberry on the table "Khift anam wagoum ou kel ely 9ar kan 7ilm" Khalid said staring on the floor.
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Khalid
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Shit, ana shglt? .. I looked into her eyes, she was a bit confused, bas she smiled.
"You wanted to stay up 3shan ma e9eer shay, so I just continued it 7agich"
"Huh?"
I laughed at her, "Go wash up, choufay kishitich!"

Scared, Nadia grabbed the blankey and covered her head with it the way yilbisoon 3abaya and ran upstairs.

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Nadia
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I jumped into the shower and took a long relaxing warm shower. I brushed my teeth, and put on a white tee with shorts.
When I came out of the shower, the sun was out, bs Khalid was still wide awake. He was out on the balcony.

"Khalid" I said as I opened the sliding door. "What are you doing out here..Ma nimt?"
"La mafeny noum!" He said with a smile, and hugged me.
We stood there for a while quiet, just looking at the birds flying and the waves rolling in and out. He seemed to be deep in thought, and I didnt want to disturb, but it was a terribly hot day. He had leaned on the table hugging me close to his body, as he rested his chin on my head.

"Ummm, Khalid" La sar7aan hal walad.
"KHALOOOOD!"

"Ha e yes, akeed"
Haha, I can mess with his brain

"So you do?" I asked
"Ummm, yes?"
"Bs why Khalid! Why?"
"Nadia, wala im sorry bes i have no idea what your talking about!"

I burst out into laughter, "Im kidding, ma gilt shay..bs knt bayaninik!"
He gave me the -_- face. ' Sorry!'

"Dont be, yala lets go eat yo3aaaaaaaaaaan o 9ara7a khist bil 7ar!"

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