You guys I really need your help!
But I cant just write it out here because I know some of the people who are following my blog. I like know them personally, and stuff, so Im pissed! My blog used to be the place where I can 6ali3 7arity, reach out for help, and like say whatever I want lana Im anonymous ou theres no one to judge ou ba6eekh .. Not anymore

I duno. I do trust the people that I told them about my blog, I wouldnt have said anything if didnt trust them. Bes Im just the type of person that keeps EVERYTHING to herself, and when I do actualy need help, I pretend that Im asking help for someone else.

That sucks, you should see how many drafts I have ! Some go to the story, that I have to finish off sometime very soon, bes it keeps on relating to me, so I keep on changing ou editing, so yeah ...

El muhim shaswi ba3ad,
OH OH.
EMBARRAAAAAAAAK 3ALAIKUM EL SHAHAR!
How're ya'll 9ooming? :p
What are the mosalsalat that youre following?
Shaku maku :p .. How'd you spend your summers? Ouu .. Whose ready to go back to schoool!?;D
I start university this year! Im scared! And I still dont know if Im staying here for uni wala baraaa ..! Argh, nerve wrecking walah!

Enough of that:p ..
Soulfaw:p?

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How's everybod-aaay jamming up their summer holiday?;*
Okay so bloggers help me out, SHFEEEEEEH THIS WEBSITE:@!!
Wallaaah I typed out this whole post menzimaan, and ive just trying to post anything! Bs may9er kela yi6la3ly error!;/
Ou jarabt from every computer! Is it only my account!:/
PLUS HALFF THE GOD DAMN POST IS GONNNNNEEEEEEEEEE!;@!!!!!!!
I am A.N.G.R.Y.


Oh oh oh! something else!
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What else, eee .. if this doesnt post barga3 rasy on the side of the wall until my brain yi6la3 men my nose:p
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The next couple of days went by fast. The girls stalked Fara7 day and night, playing pranks on her, and only to find out that her mother, was just as bad as she is.

It was nooon, and it was the last day for the girls in the chalet. The break was over, and they would have to go back to school. All hte girls have packed up their stuff and the 7aris was taking out their bags putting them in the car.

The girls took this chance to leave a lil early so that they dont have to say goodbye to the guys.

"I never wanted this holiday to end!" Reem walked around the living room.

"Yeah, it was the worst but best holiday ever"

"We'd know why!" Fayona smirked.

"Lets go stalk fara7 one last time" Reemo suggested. In an instance all the girls faces lit up. We just enjoyed watching her fall right into our traps. Evil? Yes .. But whatever:p

We got to Fara7's chalet only to hear screams escaping the open windows.

"RA7 TILBISEENA YA3NY IB TILBISEENA!"

"Youma la3at chabdy wana ga6a nafsy 3alaihum wana em6al3a 5alajeeny!"

"Far7o entay ebgara! Hatha qany! Etha yin9ad ma3ach qa9ban 3alaich yitzawajich o et5ayilay shlon tigdiren et3eshen! wala tabeeen it3eshen 6ol 3omrich faqera?"

All the girls were too horrified to move an inch. We slowly peaked into the window just as we thought the whole convo was over.

Fara7 was hugging a bright pink pillow and sobbing. Her mother was in a yellow bikini which was brighter than the sun as she was poofing up her bleached blonde hair in the mirror.

"Yuma 3aib wala 3aib el ga3den ensawy! 7aram! El floooos mo kelshay eb hal dinya!"

Her mother got up and pulled her daughters hair. "Ra7 itsaween ely agoulich 3alay, ra7 tilbiseen el ana a36eech iya, ou feeech 5air far7o it5arbeen 3alay, wala la awadeech wara el shams" her mother hissed. Then out of no where she smacked her.

Fara7 ran upstairs, while her mother went back to the mirror. Minutes later two men came to chalet door in only their swimming trunks.

"Yallaah ya ba3ad 3omri, 5an roo7 .. " one man said.

The mother got up, and went with them in her bright yellow bikini and nothing else.

We ducked and hid behind the cars as the 2 men and fara7s mother went walking ..

"We should go to fara7 .. "

I didnt even bother for an answer from the girls. Her mother has left the door open a little bit, so i just walked in. I went upsatirs, and then the girls followed me "Nadia if we get caught, were going to get killed"

The sound of Fara7's sobs lead us to her room.

"Wha-what are u doing here?"

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IM NOT GONA STOP POSTING!;p ..
Bss.. Give me a few days. Im in a weird state of mind right now, so many things are happening. People are expecting things from me, waiting for replies, and bleh .. Im in the middle of no where with no one. Just me and myself. Ou I dont know if I should ask from help just yet, I wana sort things out alone.
Drama.Drama.Drama.Drama - I aint a fan of it.
Anyho, promise give me a couple of days :p

Ou mashkoreeen 3al zaff with the comments:p
I love ya'll .. WaayWaaaaaay!;*

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Im posting just about every day, ou i know my posts arnt long bes chena only two or three people are actually reading or following the blog .. so madry, I might just stop writing?
Madry, nothings for sure ..

Anyway heres a little post ..


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Khalid
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Nadia broke away from my embrace with a smirk on her face, which slowly disappereed. He eyes were round, shocked, and in horror. Three O's have formed on her face, and well here eyes they were the size of the full moon that was in the sky tonight.
But she wasnt looking at me, she was looking out the window.
" Kha-khaliiid" she pointed holding onto my hand tightly.
I turned around and there was 6alal standing next to my window boiling in anger. He hit the side of the door and went back to his car.
" Khalid you have to do something, akhaf egoul 7ag a7ed!!"
" Lat5afeen "

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Nadia
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Khalid turned on the car and followed 6alal who was speeeding like crazy! 6alal turned and parked his car inbetween our chalet and the guys chalet.
I jumped out of the car .. and so did he. He furiously walked up to me

" IS THIS WHO YOU ARE? A SLUT? " 6alal screamed from the top of his lungs which broke the nights peace.
" THAMIN KALAMIIIIIIIIK 6ALAL MALA DA3Y HAL 7ACHY "
" 6alal i dont get you! you have the right to have a slutty girlfriend but i have to wait until you come back to me? NO! AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU !"
" I feel sorry for you. You used to be such an innocent girl, look at you, your a filthy bitch, obooch ma 3iraf shloon erabeech 3adel, o oumich ma tadre 3anich, lo tadre sh9aar chan intay il7een hahaaaaay"

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Khalid
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Eyd nadia bidat tarjif, her knees buckled as she fell to ground, crying silently

It was just then, when i uncounciously ran to 6alal and punched him.

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Reeem
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" Guys tismi3ooon 9rakh?" i asked the girls
We all ran out to outside to find Nadia sobbing on the floor, and Khalid on 6alal punching his guts out while 6alal tried to block his face with his hands.

Out of no where Fara7 popped out
" Ombaaaaaaaih 7abeby! 7abeby! ombaih! khalid yabeeeeee yithb7a! "
Her shreaks caused the guys in the chalet to come out running. I pushed her to the wall and slapped her.
" Your worthless flesh and bones taking up resources. Ever since you came here you've brought nothing but bad luck"
And she froze just where I left her.

The guys finally broke up 6alal o khalid.
" 5ara fekum! Shfekum chenkum yahal titkafi5on!" some guy yelled at them

6alal spit blood and looked at our direction. " Wainheey? "

" Malik sheql feha! O yawailik itha grabt yamha " Khalid shot back at him while a few guys held him back.

Nadia got the courage and strenght to get up. " Is that what your really think of me?"
6alal looked at her " Eee " 6alal answered wuhwa 3afis wayha. With blood covering half his face, Nadia slapped him.

" I thought you had dignity, but you have none. Remember next time before you open up the dirty mouth of yours that I know everything about your life. EVERYTHING. So dont you dare call me anything. "

" 7abeeeeeeeeby!" Fara7 screamed and she hugged him. ' Matjeeseena intay fahma way ewii "
Fara7 then took off her shirt and started wiping off the bloood off of 6alal's face. She was in her bra, and really right short shorts.

" Chena i just threw up a little ib 7aljy " yousif called out.

" Staqfirilah lo jesim 3dl chan 5zyna, bs la jisim wala wayh methil il awadim! Allaah yastir 3alaich wala " someone other guy said.

" Way 6alooooooly hathola kela my7iboni chofhum o tadre hathe shsawat" she said pointing at Reem. " Talat sh3re o 6akatne 6rag o shatatny o sabatne! 6alal kalihum "

She then pouted infront of him, and moved in and kissed him. 6alal shoved her away. " Shd3wa 7abebe tisty7e jidamhum! Awal kint kela itbousnee o tadre b3ad sheno .. Laish itqyrt 3alay 7ayati? "

" Oh so you kissed before? " Nadia asked

" EKLAY TIBIN FARA7 LA ATHBI7ICH IL7YN "

Nadia laughed and walked away ..

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Short post
Bs dedications go out to J327!;*! & L!;* thank you wayid!! It helped, a lot wala!
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Nadia
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I froze for a couple of minutes in shock trying to comprehend what the hell just happened! I grabbed my wallet, my blackberry and went downstairs to find everyone awake. Reem covered her mouth with her blanket, the other girls ran up to me, but didnt say a word.
I didnt bother looking for Khalid, and I just headed out.
"Chandraa!" I screamed on the top my lungs
"Yes ma'am?" he scurried out of his room
"Take me to Sultan and then McDonalds"
I jumped into the car, plugged in my iPod, and let him drive. I stopped my tears from rolling down my cheeecks but I couldnt stop them from filling up my eyes.
I got down in sultan and just walked, and walked with no specific thing to do. I dialled Chandra's # "Chandra do you want anything from here?"
"No ma'am thank you i buy all i want already"
"Okay bring the car, I didnt find what I wanted"

I got into the car "Chandra, go back to the chalet, and i'll drive the car"

"No madam nadia, no no i not let you, you not know how to drive, you angry and crying no madam sorry i not give you keys! i take you here there anywhere but you no driving"

"Ass" i whispered to myself hoping he wouldnt hear me. "Take me back to the chalet, ill walk to where ever i want to go"

"ok madam"

I stopped jidam the chalet and started walking next to the water. The water was cold as it they hit my feeet. I looked at my watch and it was 3:00. Shit, time passed by fast. I sat in a somewhat shaded area and just started to think about everything until it got dark.

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Khalid
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I drove and spotted Nadia sitting on the sand. I parked the car, and watched her stare at the waves crashing.
I was so close to her, but she didnt even notice me. I heard her sniffle, and talk to her self. It got dark. When she finally got up, she turned around with visible trail tears on here face. She was shocked to see me sitting there behind her, just a few weeks away.

"Kh-khalidd" she burst into tears and jumped inbetween my arms. "Im sorry, I really am!!"

O couldnt say anything, ma gidart agoul shay, there was a lump in my throat. I rubbed her back slowly and every once in awhile i wiped away her tears.

After a while it got dark, the street lights had turned on.

"Nadia, its time to go back, I'll drive you back"

She held my hand, and held her close to my side. Fita7tlaha il bab and she got in. She started at me when I got in. I leaned my head on the steering wheel "Nadia, I love you, you get the 9a7?"

She nodded "I love you too Khalid, I love you"

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Nadia
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I told him i loved him. ka i let it all out! it felt good. A smile formed on both our faces, and I couldnt help but giggle.

Khalid came leaned over to the passenger seat, looked into my eyes, and kissed me. It was a short peck on the lips, that sent vibes all over my body. He pulled himself away, looking for approval. "Im sorry" he mummbled.
This time, I pulled him close to me, and leaned over to kiss him. I didnt even know how too i just went for it. I placedmy hand on the back of his neck and started playing with his hair.

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Short post adry!:p .. Bs 3ad im trying to post everyday!:p
Bs my homies, aby your help eb shaqla answer this
"If you saw your abusive ex-boyfriend in a mall, what would you do?"
Your ex is: *Crazy. *He wouldnt let you go, you had change everything so he wouldnt get a hold of you. *He threatens you all the time. *He knows where you live and he doesnt mind coming over and ringing the bell asking for you?
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Khalid
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We moved into the kitchen as we prepared some breakfast.
"Mishtahya pankcakes with syrup!! Mmmm .. oh oh with blueberries, whipped cream .. allaah!"
"Allah, bs chenich ti7limeen?"
"Ana a7lim, pfsh, watch me make the best blueberry pancakes you'll ever life!"
"Yala, inchouf .. "
She hummed as she shifted from place to place to make pancakes. Nadias beggning to be my everything...Whats going to happen next
"Nadia"
"Hey" she turned around and smiled.
"Um nvm, it smells good"
"Told ya!" she giggled "Thooooga!"
She came close up to me, with a plate that had a pancake on it with whipped cream, and top of that, there were a few fresh berries on top of it.
I toook the plate from her and she waited as i dug the fork into it and ate slowly.

She waited a minute until she lost it o Ga6at il fo6a 3alai "YALA! TELL ME HOW WAS IT! SHENO BAN6IR UNTIL U DIGEST IT YA3NY!"
"Nadia men 9ijich? .. these pancakes are ... "
"Your joking! Ombay! I might have put in something wrong, aw too much of something!!"
Khathat il plate meny, and the fork that was in my hand, she took a bite of the pancake ..
"You ass, these are amazing, okay!"
"Adry" I answered goooofily ..
"3ayal laish itgol they were horrible!" she pouted and stomped across the kitchen "Mara7 takil anymore .. "
"Ana gilt they were horrible ! ANA! Nadoooooy! Ma khaliteeny akamil my sentance wala you flip out shasawy ya3ny!"
"You could have talked faster ya3ne .. "
"Inzain ana asef .. bs maykhalif t36eny il 9a7an, you3an"
Those were the greatest pancakes anyone could ever eat ..
"Ermmm, nope!"
"Afa " and I pretended to head out of the kitchen
"Laaaa la hak kisart kha6ry .. o stay with me"
"Inshala"
I felt like a kid in the park, eating ice cream and watching people pass by.
"Whats taking you so long"
"Um Im making pancakes for everyone..wasnt i suppsed too? Plus this is the last pancake"
I smiled at her generosity ..
"No you werent 7abeebty .. "

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Nadia
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I froze once again as that word escaped his lips .. I stared at the pancake for while, only to notice that Ive burned it.
I turned off the oven without saying a word. "7abeeebty" was such an easy word to say, spread around like candy during garge3an. What a silly word that many fall for, what a silly word that causes tremendous pain. A word i hate from the bottom of my heart, but its a word that I crave to hear. How can one word make your body tingle, and force a smile up your face no matter how upset, or mad you were. 7abeebty is a word that causes us to sin, and betray our familes right under gods eyes. That word, that god damn word, can kill a soul. Whats its true meaning, whats its true feeling? Why would he say it if he didnt mean it!?

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Khalid
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YA 7MAR KHALID ISHGLT INTA?
She was sent passed the planets, and out of the Milki Way in thought. And it wasnt in a good way.
Shagoool 3ashan a5aleeha tinsa?
"Um Nadia itha ib tig3ideeen itzayneen kel pancake mara7 itkhal9een lay bacher"
I had her attention when I called out her name.
She didnt smile, she didnt even look at me "I wont. Ra7 a7i6 il cream, syrup and fresh berries 3al 6wla .. il yabe e7i6la"
She put everything on a tray that must have weighed as twice as she did.
"Khalny as3dich"
"I got it" she shot back and she actually carried it.

Shd3wa kel hatha 3shan kilmat 7abeebty?

I followed her to the table in the living room as though it was an obstacle course m3a il rabi3 naymeen 3al arth

Misakt-ha min eeedha o I took her to the second floor, and she was in complete shock.
"Hidny!"
"Mane hadich lay tismi3een shno 3indy aogula!"
She stopped trying to break through looked deeep into my eyes and hissed "Your turning into another 6alal"
Those 5 words bitch slapped me. I let go of her arm, "Ma gelt kilmat 7abeebty ela lana kanat 6al3a men galb. Your so paranoid nadia! YOU WONT LET ANYONE IN! OBOOCH O RA7! 6ALAL'S GONE! GOULEEEELY GA9ART MA3ACH? I DONT THINK SO I BBM YOU ALL THE TIME 3ASHAN AT6AMAN 3ALAICH BES INTAY KELA 7GRATNE! HOW THE HELL TABENY I PROVE TO YOU I LOVE YOU? BECAUSE IVE TRIED DOING IT IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, MAYBE ITS TIME YOU BECOME HONEST WITH YOURSELF AND STOP BELIEVING YOUR OWN LIES! Getting hurt is part of life, and guess what Nadia, the world doesnt revolve around you, and you arnt the only one who lost a father, and caught your boyfriend with a hoe .. Get over it"

I was screaming on the top of my lungs. I turned around and headed down stairs.
They were all awake. They stared at me ... So I grabbed my phone and keys thenheaded out. I didnt bother going back to the chalet so I jumped into the car and drove. I drove for hours and I didnt even know where I was planning to head.
My phone was viberating furiously so I threw it in the back seat, cranckeed up the music, and sang along.

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This is a short post, bes I guess I'll have to kick it off from here ..
Oh and its dedicated to the guy who read my post in 2 days :p ..
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Nadia
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I woke up with the sounds of clicking. It still dark but it was obvious that the suns rays were starting to stretch out.
I looked up and there was Khalid typing on his Blackberry. I jumped from the position I was in.

"Shfeeech!" Khalid said a bit scared from the way I jumped up
"No no mafeny shay! I just lost, nimt 9a7?" He smirked at me and pinched my cheecks nodding.
"That sucks, iff .. zain laish ma nimt? Shnawy itsawy exactly itwa9il?"
He put his Blackberry on the table "Khift anam wagoum ou kel ely 9ar kan 7ilm" Khalid said staring on the floor.
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Khalid
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Shit, ana shglt? .. I looked into her eyes, she was a bit confused, bas she smiled.
"You wanted to stay up 3shan ma e9eer shay, so I just continued it 7agich"
"Huh?"
I laughed at her, "Go wash up, choufay kishitich!"

Scared, Nadia grabbed the blankey and covered her head with it the way yilbisoon 3abaya and ran upstairs.

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Nadia
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I jumped into the shower and took a long relaxing warm shower. I brushed my teeth, and put on a white tee with shorts.
When I came out of the shower, the sun was out, bs Khalid was still wide awake. He was out on the balcony.

"Khalid" I said as I opened the sliding door. "What are you doing out here..Ma nimt?"
"La mafeny noum!" He said with a smile, and hugged me.
We stood there for a while quiet, just looking at the birds flying and the waves rolling in and out. He seemed to be deep in thought, and I didnt want to disturb, but it was a terribly hot day. He had leaned on the table hugging me close to his body, as he rested his chin on my head.

"Ummm, Khalid" La sar7aan hal walad.
"KHALOOOOD!"

"Ha e yes, akeed"
Haha, I can mess with his brain

"So you do?" I asked
"Ummm, yes?"
"Bs why Khalid! Why?"
"Nadia, wala im sorry bes i have no idea what your talking about!"

I burst out into laughter, "Im kidding, ma gilt shay..bs knt bayaninik!"
He gave me the -_- face. ' Sorry!'

"Dont be, yala lets go eat yo3aaaaaaaaaaan o 9ara7a khist bil 7ar!"

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NO MORE SCHOOL EVER AGAAAAAIN
AYWAAAH!;D!!!!!

To all the young readers: 6i7saw!:p
To All The 2010 Graduates: MABROOK! faaaaakkaaaaaaaaaah! ra7aaaaaaaaah!
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I Know 7ady A Horrible Bloggger! Bs Blame TWITTERRRR!
Yes, YES! Twitter Is Evil!;o
It has taken over my bloging!


Ana Asfa:(
Bs Shasawi!
Wallaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!;'(




I'll Post, Sooon
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A7ibkum?:p

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Previously
He put his hand over my shoulder, and pushed me to lean on him. After countless tries, of him not trying to get me to lean on him, he leaned on me.
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The movie ended, and it wasnt until then that we heard a few snores.
I looked at Khalid and chuckled.

"Latith7ikeen tara ham ana I snore"

"Heheh" I laughed covering my mouth. "Enzain are you wake up the guys 3ashan eridoon el chalet wala sheno exactly?"

"Madry kaifich" He looked at me in the eye still holding me close to his body.

"7araaaam theyre sleeping so peacefully, except for the ones snoring ..Okay, can you let me go 3ashan I get them blankets? And we have to move Reem, Yousif is too close to her"

"Bahdidich bs 3ala shar6"

"La wala khalid! men muta you have shroo6!"

"Men el7eeen"

We whispering,to each other ..

"Spill"

"Khallaa9 wala shay, where are the extra blankets?" he said, even though a smile was forming on the tips of his lips.

"Follow me" I said as he FINALLY let me go. Even though I didnt want him to let go, I was comftrable in the position. I inhaled his scent, a mixture of cigerettes and after shave, and D&G Light Blue put together for one last time and made our way upstairs.

I went into my room and turned on the lights

"NADIA!" he hissed angerly.

"Shfeeeek!"

"E3youni! A777! Remember we were in the dark, then lights, a77 my eyes!"

"Hehe, Im sorry!" I went back to him, as he stood at the door rubbing his eyes..
I noticed they were red, ashkara emqa9ib ru7a ena he stays up ma3ay..

"Khaliiid.."

"Yess.."

"Why are you forcing yourself to stay up?"

"Me? Shaku men gal, mafeny noum"

And just then he yawned ..

I burst into laughing, bs he covered my mouth. "Shh Nadia ra7 etgawmeenhum!"

"Sorry" I said biting my lip and trying to hold in my giggles..

We carried blankets and pillows downstairs, ou ga3dna enla7ifhum. We made sure than no guys was anywhere close to a girl, and if they were we woke them up ..

"Reem, babes goumay" I whispered

"Hey shfeech" She said with one eye open.

"Ta3alay namay 3adel, your sleeping on yousifs chest"

"Okay"

I dont think esaw3ibat what I said, cuz I was sure she would have flipped out! I put her a pillow, ou la7ft-ha. In seconds, she was back sound asleep.


3gub ma khala9na, we turned off the TV. We took one look at all our friends, sleeping peacefully. Khalid Had his arm over my shoulder.. "Theyre all so cute 9a7" I said. "Eeeh" He replied. Then we made our way to the kitchen.

"Khalid, ru7 nam, Im gona make myself coffeee and stay up. I know your cousins ou friends seem nice, bs lail7een akhaf yi9eer ayshay.. so ana bag3ad, enta ru7 nam, etha taby you can go upstairs and sleep or bel 9ala etha you wana join the group.."

"I wana join you"

"Erm no?"

"Erm yes, if your staying up then so am I"

"Fine, we'll see who'll manage to stay up the longest"

"Are you daring me wala sheno bel thab6" he said helping me get a mug men the top shelf.

"You can say that!" I said "Would you like some?"

"Akeed etha eb tishribeen gahwa to stay up, ham ana bashrab ou benchouf meno beynam awal shay"


Even though I was tired, I was gona make sure ena I stayed up. I felt responsible for all my friends, ou I would hurt anyone who dares come by them ..

Khalid and I sat back into the living room and sat onto the side sofa which allowed you to look out onto the ba7ar, ou at the same time ga3da in which was occupied by our friends.

Khalid pulled me next to him, back into his arms, and dug me into his chest.

"KHALID RA7 YENKAT 3ALAIK!" I whispered angerly "Its hot you know!"

"3ayal give it to me!" he took it and put it on the coffee table that was next to him.

"Nadia"

"Hmmm"

"Bagoulich qe9a 3ady?"

"I LOVE BEDTIME STORIES, even though it doesnt seem like I have a choice, But Im cold, and your hugging me too tight, I cant breathe"

He got up and went to the table in which we left the extra blankets and came back with an extra pillow.

"Haach 7ayati"

7ayati? Did I just hear him say 7ayati? My heart skipped a beat didnt it? Or was it more than one beat? Shagoul?

"Its Nadia.." STUPID STUPID NADIA! I thought! I wanted to bang my head on any of those windows. He said it in a way that made my body tingle. Ohh how I craved from that feeling. Deep inside, my soul for the first time in a while was beaming in joy, my insides were dancing, and my heart was forgetting to beat.

He smiled, cuz he saw me blush in the dark. He sat back down, and held me back into his chest. He moved his fingers through my hair, and up and down my arm.I could have swore I was high ..

And so his story began,

"Once upon a time, there was a prince, tall, handsome *a7im a7im* and well, madry 3an el banat, but he was everything every girl wants. For years his dad sends him to diffrent kingdoms, and from tribe to tribe, allowing him to increase his knowledge, and seek a better education. But one day, at the end of his final year abroad away from his family, he gets a message from a poor little boy, who lived on the streets. And the little boy said, 'Are you the prince, who lives in the land of sweets, where the it rains sugar, and the wind is the scent of vanilla'" Khalid said in a serious tone, still fiddling with my hair. "'I am! I am!' The prince shouted jmping up and down. 'The word on the street is that your father is asking that you come back home to him immiadetly.' The prince astonished ran and jumped onto his horse, and rode him for days, until he was back home. When the reaches the castle, he saw his dad, sipping tea with his mother, in the garder of ... of.. THE GARDEN OF SUGAR! Anyways, he kneeled infront of his parents, and asked if the word on the street was true. His father silently nodded his head. And his mother said 'Son, your father has grown old, and for years we have sent you studied the maths and sciences, but now you have to know and understand, and be taught, the 1 2 3's of being a king'. And so the next day, he was sent to the "Prince&Princesses School" and there, in his class, he saw the most beautiful girl he has ever saw. Her skin was the color of cinnamon, her hair had natural golden streaks. She carried her tiny figure so gracefully. Her black eyes twinkled in the darkness, as though they meant to guide him to some place he's never been before. It was to the land of Love. Later, he found out her name was Nadia. "

Khalid stopped and looked over at Nadia's face which was burried into his chest. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing softly. She had fallen asleep in his arms.

He slowly brushed he bangs that were covering her face. "Nadia, el baqait agoulich eya eny a7ibich, ou 3umry ma 7abait ay a7ed. I love you"

Nadia shifted a little bit, and mummbled something, "I love you too Khalid"

Reem who woke up in the beggning of the story, heard everything. She wanted to gasp, but then Khalid would know she heard it. She covered her mouth, but then a smile formed her face. She was happy that her best friend was able to love again, after what that jackass did. But she knew Nadia VERY WELL, she was going to deny that feeling but.. she closed her eyes and went back to sleep waiting to see what the next day had for the both of them.

Khalid hugged Nadia a little tighter, and kissed the her head. He too was just as suprised and startled as Reem, to what Nadia had said.

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This post is dedicated 7ag Bella!;*.
Seriously I LOVE YOU! Madry Shasawi without you!;*
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As we were flipping through the channels the girls started talking about random stuff, wallaaah my nanny walks in with towels and our swimming shorts ou tank tops "Oiii you girls, so much work, why me can no tan you see i become snow white" mitna men el thi7ik 3alyha.

"Oh yeah snow white! the guys next door are coming over, do we have chips and fries and just like normal snacks?"

"No ! We only hab begtable!"

Reem looked at me "7elfay wala"

Muneera nigzat "THIS MEANS SHOPPING!"

El ebtisama shagat wyooh el banat, terror was about to be brought to Sultan Center. They all stood up waiting for my answer, "HELL YEAH!" As muneera pulled me up.

3ad choufaw shluun etda3asna bel sayra. Legs were out of windows, hairs was all over the place, wel tissue box was being thrown all over the place. I thiknk Chandra (the driver) wegaf 8 times 3ashan ezifna because he couldnt drive with all that noise. But with every zafa we grew crazier. We cranked the music, and screamed from the top of our lungs "Hey Mama" the song malat the black eyed peas. And Chandra stuffed his ears with tissue after I accidently smacked his head witht he box..

Kena so fa9leeen that I climbed out from the sun thing. Akeed we got stares, bes who cares, we werent doing anythign wrong, and we definately werent hurting anyone, so we continued. Muneera and Faye grabbed 3arabant and me and Reem jumped into them. And then they ran into the store. We were a huge group running from place to place. Meenra tarkith feeeny wana wagfa bel 3arabana ou togaf, which caused me to fly out of the cart. Even though it was PAINFUL, i managed to get back up laughing .. The second time she did this, She managed to run me over, and even though I was laughing my ass out, I couldnt get up, my ribs hurt, and foot too.. Reem who was laughing hysterically got down, to help me.."

"Muneer--ahahahaha,yo.. ..." Wala we see a dude in a dishdasha tapping furiously next to my face.

"El shi6ana matinfa3" he said, a bit angry ..

I forced myself to sit up properly, "asfeen" I was still in pain. He looked at the almost 2 filled up carts, full of junk food, Packets of redbull, chips, chocolate jelly, crackers, and coookies,nachos, and squirt cheese.

"Hatha kela 7agkum" he asked.

"Um ee" I leaned on the shelf, wala a pile of pads fell on me.

All the giggles that were held in were out, including the dude ely bel dishdasha.

He helped me up, and i saw a bruise on my foot, and didnt want to even think about what happened on my tummy, and ribs.

He orderd two men to push the cart, to the cashier . 3gub ma defa3na and we made our way back to the car. Wehnak the teasing began .

"Cheftaw her face shloon 6araaaaaat" they all laughed at me while i stayed back in pain, unable to laugh, or slap anyone ..

"7ameer" as i put the bag of cold drinks on my tummy

When we got there, the sun was just starting to set, and the guys would be there shortly, so the girls ran in to get ready, bs lama estaw3ibaw I couldnt walk, or move, they ran back in and carried me. Well Muneeera did all the carrying bs they pretended at least to help out

Everyone was fixing up the place, ou 6ala3aw the Ps3, and the Wii, wel cards and ratabaw el mukan as i poured chips into plastic bowls, and put all the food on the table, ou made sure the drinks were cold for them ..

Shortly later the guys came, ou kanaw yaybeeen ready made cupcakes. Yousif kan masik-hum bs 7a6hum 3ala a plate .. "Eee thogay hal cupcakes, tara e7na emsawenhum"

"La kelish mu men that facebook group el your order cupcakes .. " Reem said

"Laaaa men gal ana emsawehum"

Faye was like "Ayal chathab, my cousin makes hathoula!"

"BAYGA MY RECIPIE YOUR COUSIN HATHY!" he said defending his cupcakes

"Inzain shraykum etdishoon, wala ibtig3idoon tit hawishoon 3ala cupcakes all night on the door step"

I took his plate ou set it on the table ..

Yousif came behind me with an unfamiliar guy with him .. "Nadia, Hey"

"Hala feek"

"Shlunich?"

"Goood?"

"Doum enshallaa, ana ibkhair ba3ad.."

"Weeh! sorry ee shlunik enta"

"Haha, khebla!, I answered that"

"You did?"

"I did"

"Okay"

And then there was an awkward silence ..

"Why dont you guys sit down, ou ekthaw ra7atku, all the food is here, and the bathroom is over there, wetha ti7tajoon ayshay goulooly!" i said

"Mashkoora maga9artay .. bs Nadia, im sure youve noticed ena hatha *he patted the guys back that was next to him* wasnt with us this whole time ou 3gub elyoum eli 9ar, wala madry shagoulich bs akhaf ba3ad tit thayigain men a new face coming into the picture"

"La 3ady! Haw! Men 9ijik, no bel 3aks 3ady!"

"Alright, well hatha my cousin Mousa"

"Um chena egouloon 3ashat el asamy?"

Mousa laughed and stuck his hand out, so i shook it .. "7atan ana madry shegouloon bs yala enmasheeha"

"Oh and Nadia" Yousif spoke, "I have a 2nd cousin called Khalid, beyeeey maykhalif? Tara etha its crowded ou mu merta7aa wala 3ady ne6la3 anytime, ou adry were practically strangers, ou im bringing in some more .. "

"La yousif 3ady .. "


After that it didnt take long for everyone to sit with someone ..

Faye, was mixing drinks ou waza3ing them to people with the guy who helped her out today ..

Reeem was playing the tennis on the Wii, with Yousif, ou screaming

Muneera and a couple of girls were with guys learning how to play some kind of card game

I stood back, and looked at all of them ..
Everyone was there, and everyone was happy, so I couldnt help but smile!
I cant believe ena its our last year, ou ba3dain el kel yiruu7 6ireeeja!

I grabbed my cellphone ou headed to the porch, talked to my mom for a while then just sat back and relaxed on a chair.

I heard the slide door click, wala alif ou achouf Khalid. It wasnt any Khalid, the Khalid. THE KHALID!

"Khalid I MISSED YOU!" I squeled

"Really you miss me?" he said

"YES!"

He had a frown "And then that explains you having guys over at your chalet and you not answering my bbm's or anything?

"Im sorry, ou look no ones doing ANYTHING wrong! Theyre playing cards, ou chouf!"

"Hehe, i love it lama your all so tensed up"

"Bleh, thanks 3abaly 9ij em3a9ib!"

"I am .. bs how can anyone hold a grudge on you. Etshawgeeeeeen" he pinched my cheeks.

There was another click on the door, and there was Mousa "Um Nadia, ligait hathy ou it doesnt belong to anyone inside, gelt maybe its yours or your brothers maybe dads? "

Khalid tried cutting him off .. But it was a bit too late

I looked at what he had in his hands. It was a watch, but when he put it in my hands, I saw that that it was my dads Rolex. He lost it 2 weeks prior to his death!

"OMG MOUSA SA3AT OBOY! I CANT BELIEVE YOU FOUND IT!"

I held it to my heart, and now I will have something wear that belond to him

"Mashkoor Mousa" Khalid told him

Just as he was going to go back in he said "Btw, el kel be6ali3 this chic flick because Reem won Yousif, we were all forced into watching it" and he went back in

"Khalid! this belongs to my dad! kan labis-ha bs madry shluun! Omg im so happy!"

"3asa doum hal ebtisama etkoun 3ala wayhich"

I wore it,even though it was huge and dangled around my wrist.

"Nadia" Khalid said "Goumay dakhel lets go sit with everyone else"

"Okaik!"

Dashyna dakhil wala el ga3id ou ga3ed echouf Sex and the City. I turned it off, ou 7a6ait Inglorious Bastereds

Yeah, Im not like every other girl ..

"Nadia! Wth! I won! Watching a chick flick just tortures them!"

I pulled Reem, and whispered "Reemo, 9ij its funny and all that, bs theyre guys, and with that title, god knows shefakroon"

"Oh, true"

Me and Khalid went into the kitched and made some popcorn, then we went back into the dark living room. Waza3na the plates 3ala everyone, then Khalid found a spot on the sofa.

Khalid put up one leg on the sofa, and orderd me to sit in that tiny space.

"KHALID!"

"SHHHHHHHH GA3DEN EN6ALI3" Mneera zafatny

I whispered to Khalid "Khalood no! wth! bag3ad 3al arth!"

"mu eb kaifich"

"Balla"

And then he pulled me to sit. Reem was next to me ou was looking at me from the corner of her eye hiding her smile. I tried to get up wala Khalid locks my position by wraping his leg around my thighs.

"Khalid this is not funny, your gona let me go wala a6igik"

"SHHHHH GA3D ACHOUF EL FILIM NADIA" Zafany ohwa 9out 3aly "Then he whispered "I would like to see you try you tiny thing"

"THING?" I hissed back ..

He had a smile bs was trying to hide it.

I pinched him bs chena ma sawait shay, 7awalt agoum bs maku fayda

"Khalif baru7 el 7amam"

"Nope you can hold it in"

"What the hell aby aru7!"

"Maku gouma"

"IFFFFFFFF" i said loudly which I regert, can i wasnt only yelled at bes this time pillows were thrown at me.

So i gave up.

Even though I didnt want to be there, I wanted it to last forever.

He put his hand over my shoulder, and pushed me to lean on him. After countless tries, of him not trying to get me to lean on him, he leaned on me.

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I hope this is long enoughh!

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I know you guys eb tithbi7oony! Marraaah I post chithy 8 posts eb youm wa7id, ou faj2a two weeks I dont post ..

Batcher: Theres One Coming Up.

Everyone remembers 6alal, who helped write posts, since I wanted to do something new, something diffrent, ena mu bs we get a girls point of view, but a guys.
After the summer holiday, 6alal disappeared. No phone calls, no bbms, actually I was deleted off of his list. I called his house countless times, and when his maids, hear my name they closed it on my face.

6alal is a family friend. He spent his days at our place more than anything. Why did he leave so suddenly. Why are all my calls being transfered to his voice mail? Why does his little sister close the phone eb wayhi.
My mom didnt have an answer. She would change the topic whenever his name was mentioned.

For months, I was angry, I waited for an answer, but no one gave it to me. And for every night that passed I promised my self that I would smack him the day I saw, and if anyone from his family dares calls I will bring hell on earth.

How stupid of me, I was lieing to myself.

March 29,2010 5:00pm
My phone viberated widely under my pillow as I took my daily siesta.
4 Missed Calls. Bleh,a weird number. As I was going to put my phone back under the pillow the number called again.

"Yes" I grumbled.
"WaayWaaay" a young girls voice. She choked back tears.
"Hayona?" I knew that voice very well, too well. It was 6alals little sister.
"WayWaay I miss you! Please" she burt into tears at this point.
"Hayona, shfech hun, Im here for you, shfeech ga3da tabcheen!" I tried comforting her. Even though I had a million questions to ask even though I promised my self to turn into a mad woman when I hear from them, I didnt. My cold heart, turned soft. The fire that burned in me, wasn't there anymore.

"WayWaay, 3ady we go to the free trade zone, i have a project to do, and I need your help. I dont know how to use a mac"
Men 9ejha, thats why she's calling me? Bs yalla I though, agdar as2lha things there.
"Elyoum tabeen ..?"
"Yes, let me ask my mom"
I heard mummbles but I made out some words from here mother and they were "Its about time she knows."
"I'll wait for you there" I told her.

I dressed up and ran down stairs, and before I can ask my mom she said 'Tabeny ayeey wiyach"

"Haw mama, tadreen wain baru7 u9lun?"

"Eee mama, mu 6al3a ma3a Haya bitu7oon el free trade zone?"

"Ee, bs i dont see why would you want to come.."

"Oh ya3ny .. " I gave her a weird look "Yallaah ru7ay its okay, have fun bs goulay 7ag el sayig yig3ad ma3ach etha okhwanich eb yi6li3oon ana a6ali3hum"

I was like "ok-aaaay" ou I grabbed my wallet, and blackberry and headed out.

I called the number that Haya called me from. After a few rings she picked up, "Hey ay cafe tabeen etru7enla?"

"Caribou!" she shrieked. "Btw, e7na warakum"

I looked back and noticed she was in 6alal's Range Rover. It was now tinted pitch black. My heart sank, was it him driving?

When we parked, his driver came down and salam 3ala our driver, I was disappointed, that it wasnt 6alal.

Then I saw, the baby girl I used to know has grown into a teenager. Wearing a juicy training suit, and had her beautiful black hair put back in a sleek pointy tail.
She ran to me and hugged me. And all i felt from her was pure sorrowness.

We sat down after ordering a drinks.
It was time "Why, 3gub all this time, el et9akreena eb wayhi, ou your nanníes close the phone eb wayhi, ou everything simply everything do you call back?"

Her eyes filled with tears. "WaayWaay, the answer isnt with me, wait .. "

She slowly pushed her chair backwards and looked like she almost picked up her legs to head to whereever she was heading.

I was furious that I just looked the oppostie direction. I cuffed my face in my own hands when I smelled something familiar. I felt big hands over my shoulder.

I turned into a statue. Even my tears froze.

I slowly turned around.
6alal. My best friend, my soldier, my .. everything, was standing there.
But something wasn't right with his apperance. He was wearing RayBans ou kan thalma.

Seconds later, I got up, I dont know how I managed to stand on my feet but I did. And he didnt even look at my direction. He had his head hanging down, focused on where I was sitting. Haya right next to him.

And thats when I broke down. In hysterics, I cried.
"3gub sheno? 3gub ma you leave without a trace? 3gub nights of leaving countless voicemails?! 3GUB WHAT 6ALAL? You were part of MY FAMILY! Part of my LIFE! Then you just walk away? Your a fucking jerk tadry. I hope you do and just incase you didnt get that awal mara, khalny a3eedha, A FUCKING JERK!!" A couple who were meeting up next to us freaked out. And 6alal kept looking around, moving his hands to find something to touch.
"Im sorry Haya, but mithil ma sawaitaw feny kelekum, I have to walk away. Salmay 3ala oumich." I grabbed my stuff, and ran to the car. The drivers saw me crying, and they both ran right past me to 6alal.

"Sir sir dont fall!" they screamed from the top of their lungs.

He looked stumbled over the chairs, and got himself up. He was almost going to fall off the 2 steps. Chena he didnt see them.

Haya ran to me. "You dont get it Waay Waaay!" She pulled me with all her force towards 6alal as she cried a river. "6ALAL IS BLIND!"

I could have swore that the devil kicked my right in the stomache. I couldnt breathe.

"WaayWaay" he finally spoke. His voice was a drug that I longed for.

"Dubai, eb Dubai .. " And I saw a tear move down those glasses.

And then I remembered, it was the first family gathering we had, when everyone was talking about an accident that took place in Dubai during the break, in which the Kuwaitis were badly injured.

I didnt want him to say anything. It wasnt worth recalling this stupid incident.
Without thinking about anything, I hugged him. I hugged him tight, I hugged him for as long as I can.

We sat back down. And they told me the story. Just as I was about to let out a tear he said "Dont you dare let that tear escape those eyes WaayWayy, Hatha allaah ely katba"

I asked all the W's Questions.
Why: "Ma kent aby afashlich, I was a disgrace."

I was so upset that he would think of himself that way. His perfectly shaven saksuka, his short hair. I prayed that it was April Fools.

It wasnt. It was a pure kick in the ass of reality.

The last words I told him before we left were "Im always going to be here. No matter how you are." I helped him get up, and get intto the car.

I went back home stoned. My mom didnt ask me a question as I went back up to my room. I didnt turn on the lights. I layed in the dark. Made my way around my room. For three hours I tried to live the life of a blind person. The cuts I have on my knees and bloody toes explain it all. Not that Im messy, and have things thrown all over the place, but with all the sharp edges, that I relied on my eyesight to guide me I wasnt able to get through.. It was impossible. Imagine that one gift we take for granted is taken away. So suddenly ..

I promised myseld I wasnt going to cry. But I was going to help him, though it all. No matter how much of my time and energy it was going to take.

It wasnt until today, that I found out that there was a doctor, from Germany who was in Kuwait, that was going to look over 6alal's case.
Im going to every appointment with him. I wasnt there for him all this time, I was going to be there for the rest. 6alal I know Haya is going to read you this, and Im sorry for everything. My tongue was tied back then. It still his around you. I cant apologize. I cant say much. I love you though please understand that.

Im not saying this because we've found a doctor, Im saying this because even if things dont work out, I want to assure you that I will ALWAYS be there no matter what.

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She opened up the door, just a little bit. She washed up her face for sure cuz that greeen mask was off!;p

Who ever the dude was opened up the door just a little more and pulled out his hand which i found really cute! "Ta3alay .. " He said.

6el3at bara el bab and we sat on the dinning table.

"Who is he?" he asked, straight out and blunty.

"No-no one" fuzz replied.

"Who are you u9lun?" I asked.We needed to know he was, riiiiight?

"Well im with the guys at the chalet next door, they asked me to call you outside, fa lama sema3t a7ed yabchi dashait, bs entaw mastw3abtaw"

"Name?" I asked as i raised my eyebrows

'Rakan' Okay, anyways I thought in my head, shagoul, im not really good in those introduction stuff.

"Who is he" he asked again keeping his eye on Fuzz.

"Jus-Ah-Just a friend"

"I doubt a friend would just do that"

Her eyes moved quickley to me, then back at him, and back to me"

"No one, yala lets go please." she finally said.

Rakan finally took his eyes off of her, and stared at the table. I saw her go up stairs, and he just sat down.

"I dont get it, she's beautiful, o yebayin 3alyha mu7tarama, laish rathya beli ga3id yi9erlaha!"

"Love plays a role .. it breaks the heart, and fools the mind" I said. "Yalla Rakan, goum we'll join the rest bara"

He seemed to snap out of his own little world, "Enshala, o tara ee asif eny dashait eb quwa o .. ee asif "

"Dont be, coming into people chalets seems totally these days"

Fuzz came downstairs with her hair pulled back in a pony tail, wearing long leggings, an over sized "I (Heart) NY" Shirt, a jeans vest over it, and bright red flipflops. I saw Rakan look at her, ba3dain nazal rasa ebsir3a and he opened the door 7agna.

Our nanny was cleaning the windows, and she called out my name.

"Nadia! Oh Nadiaaaaaaaa!"

"Yes i looked at her"

"Ur phone!"

She jumped off the ladder and gave me my blackberry, ou as you all might have guessed, there were countless BBM's, emails, and a few missed calls.

I skimmed through them as i made my way to the group who were chilling in the sun, deleting pointless broadcasts and all that.

I sat next Reem and Yousif came up, "Burgers or hotdogs?" he asked.

Reem ya3ny ethgeela o mataby takel rif3at khashimha "Ew, nawya atsamam men akilkum, i pass"

I almost burst into laughter! Men 9ejha? Reem lo a cow jidamha takla alive! Mayhimha!

"Two burgers"

"2 for you? wain eru7 el akel!?" Yousif asked me.

"It will go up your nose, i meant 7agy ou 7agha, thaky"..

"I knew that"he said.

Yablena the food, and we eat in silence, which was really weird! Whispers were only heard baina e7na banat as they munched their food and made remarks about the guys.

Anyways you guys remember ther weird dude? el nathrata kanaw wa9kha .. he didnt wana help us out? He broke the silence ..

"Entaw eb ay madresa?"

No one answered so I did. "XXX"

"Ee adry" he replied back as her threw the butt of his cigg on the sand.

Why is he asking 3ayal! and how would he know..

One of the guys shot him a look, which i caught bel 9edfa..

"Wa3rf enkum kelkum seniors, 9a7 wala ghala6"

I looked at Reem and then I scanned the others girls faces, we all had confused faces, the guys too!

"shma3na ma 3izamtaw Fara7 wala ya3ny entaw banat .." his voice trailed off.

"Banat nas" Reem said pissed not knowing where this was heading off..

He grew angry "SHQA9DICH YA3NY FARA7 RAY7A FEHA?"

I stood up, "You didnt finish off your sentance, we didnt say anything about Fara7, you said entaw banat .. and we finished off ena e7na banat nas, enta you defined Fara7 yourself"

"Tara a3arifha" he said

"Round of an applause!" Reem called out.. Ou ge3dat et9afig "Enzain ou ba3dain?"

"Ya3ny ti3ziomnha! 9ij ma tisti7oon 3ala wyhokum" he spit out with a dirty look

"LA E7LIF! SHALAHYNA O KAIFNA! BA3AD 9AR EL NA3ZIM EL BANAT QA9B!" Munera lost it, but she looked funny, chenha 3ayouza lama titkalam. One hand one her hip and another flying all over the place..

"Tara yaya" he said coldly.

Right after that sentace we saw a jetski coming close, o etijah our chalet. We heard a girl shriek, bes we saw a guy driving it.

Lama it stopped we got a closer view. It was Fara7, he curly blonde bleached hair was wet, and she had bold red lipstick on.

Lama nezlat men el jetski we all gasped as she took of her life vest off. She was in a cheap shimmering gold string bikini, something you'd probably find in those stores where they sell nurse costumes el you know 7ag sheno ..

"WOHOOOOOOOO!" she screamed as she bounced off and ran towards us flipping her hair left and right."THAT WAS FUNNN!"

The guys wayihum .. well how bout you guys picture that.

"HI GIRLIEEEEEEES!" she shrieked as she saw us

"Byeeeee freak!" Munera said as she headed to the chalet.

"Uh!" she put her hand on her mouth and popped out her eyes.

"Baby!" she ran to khallaaf and kissed him on the cheek.

I almost threw up in my mouth, she was sure that I saw this whole scene"

"How aaaaaare you sexy lil thing!" as she held his hand

"We are leaving" I said. I couldnt take it.

Reem grabbed my shoulder to cover that b*tches view. I went off to yousif and thanked him 7ag the lunch, and walked away.

"Naaaadia honeeeey!" she called out. I turned around and faked a smile for her.
"Did you see that?"

Buga shay ma chifta ana? "What part?"

Reem pulled me away "Babes emshay mu lazim tismi3een crap men burned barbies"

"The part where i kissed him" she flicked her hair and pointed at that midget.

I turned around and started walking back to our chalet, chan she ran towards us and stopped infront of us, "Well you see, i play the game the way i want too, and you, hon-eeeeeeeeeey cant do shit about it. Tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"

I could have punched her straight out that very second. And lama wei9lna 3ind bab el chalet I looked back, the guys were gone, Yousif was coming our way, and Fara7 was on that asses lap.

I heard a camera's shutter snap picture after picture rapidly, wala i see munera with her professional camera taking pictures through the window like crazy!

"Yal khebla shg3da etsaweeeeeeen!" I went to her

"You expect us to see you hurt ou naskit, 7abebty, we're bringing her DOWN!"

Ba6ait-ha thi7ik, "entay! i loveeeeee you!" I squished her cheeeeeks hard

"Okay thats enough now" ou she went back to snapping pictures..

"Nadoya ta3alay yousif yabeech" Reem called out.

6ela3t 3ala el porch wala he was standing there, "We're look listen wala we're sorry"

"3ala" pretending i didnt care

"That" he pointed at the sex scene they were putting on for the world to see without even looking at them

"Men 9ejik! dont be, 3ady, wasnt your fault" I faked a smile even though this whole thing was eating up my insides slowly.

"La wala mo qa9dna u9ln man3rfa 3adel! tawa em7wl men jam3t *** o 3iraf wa7id men el rabi3 fa gelna ni3zma ehny you know 3ashan maykon awkward o chithy"

"Oh well.." i played with my phone wala it hit me "Hey! since everything has been building up with such chaos laish ma etyoon lama tenkisir el shams shwaya o we can play cards o stuff madry"

"Nice" he shot Reem a smile, "Khallaa9 ana agoul 7ag el shabab" Ou sorry mara thanya

"Dont be"

I stepped in and flopped on the sofa "AH air condition!"

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YOU GUYS! IS IT ONLY ME WALA IS BLOGSPOT MESSED UP?;s
I Cant View Your Comments, Wala Shaaaaaay!;(
So If I Dont Reply Back, 3ala Your Comments Spicifically, Please Lat3a9boon!;s
Wai3, Im Getting Quite Pissed. These Technical Problems Can Get Me Leave This Blogger Atmosphere.
Anyway Lana Ems Post Can Quite Short, So This Is A Bit More 3ala Ma An6ir Ahly Yitjahizoon 3ashan Ne6la3 7ag Lunch:p
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The Day Of The BBQ :: Nadia
"Yallaaaaaah you lazy heads the guys are already up bara BBQ'ing!" Reem called out men ta7at.

Me and Faye stood on the top of the stairs,
"Babes you guys go ahead me and Dodo will follow up b3adain, we have face masks on!"

Reem blew up into hysterics when she saw us, with greenish white face masks ..

"Yeah you take your time and we'll head out, toodels love ou bbm etha ti7tajoun shay and ill be here in a gippy"

"Aighties! Have fun!"

We went down and saw the girls head out, one by one as each one took a peak in the mirror before she leaves, how pathetic i thought.

"Fuzz, if you wana go ru7ay wala bs ana kelish mali khilg"

"No hun, wala ana, 3adool would kill me if he found out there were guys here.. you know"

"Ohh yeaaah! Shakhbar 3adel? Last time you talked to me about him kan tawa beqdim 3ala med school! sh9ar 3allay?"

"Uhh.."

"We can have this as a talk your heart out day if you want?" i said wiggling my eyebrows


"Ee i think i need that .. kelish ma3indy a7ed akalma about the chaos im in.."

"Haw? laaish sha9yer"!"

She gave me a weird puzzled look and flopped down on the sofa.

"Aaaaaaaahh " she let out a big sigh.

"Spill the beans hun!"

So she started, "Well you know me and 3adel have been dating for what? 2 year and a half? So yeah it was perfect awal shay.. maybe too perfect, and I should have known we were gona crash, sooner or later.. I guess"

"So you guys broke up?" she wasnt making any sense i thought.

"No Nadz, I cant.." That very second it hit me. I knew it, I always did, bes i couldnt confront her.

"Thats why you've been absent so many days, and ... " my voice trailed off. I wasnt going to finish unless I was positive I was walking on the right road.

"Yeah."

She fiddles with her phone which reminded me that i had no idea where i placed my blackberry last night, but who cares, whatever, this girl needed some serious help! Ou she definately needed to drain her heart!

"Gouleely kelshay from A to Z, dont leave everything out"

So she started.
"So we met when he was a senior ou his dream was to be a lawyer, but his dad pressured him to being a sugeron which he had simply no interest in! And since he had the grades, he had no choice but to follow his dads orders. El muhim, he continued being the greatest guy ou kelshay, lay the year started. Well actually halfway through it. He slowly began hanging out with some weird guys, ou kela raye7 el chalet, but he said it was his getaway from the chaos he had back in his house, and he'd call evey night check up on me, ou etha 3umry 6elabt mena shay he'd get it or do it. Bs suddenly after radait men paris with you guys last year, he changed."

Her eyes filled up with tears, she stopped and looked out the window.

"What happened" I rubbed her feet

"When we came back my parents had a buisness trip and we still had two more days before school started. I thought he was angry because ma kan rathy ena asafir with the school, he was always over protected with me being around the guys.. So i called him up and we met up at my chalet."

She started sobbing here "But he came to me drunk, he wobbled, he cursed, he couldnt even stand straight for 2 full seconds, and he eventually beat the hell out of me"

I gasped, mu men 9eja 3ADEL!? Theeeee-y 3adel? He was the most mu7taram guy! He was smart, he tutored us and he made sure we had an A in every classs!

"Didnt stop there.." she added "Now he's on drugs, i duno what, i duno how, all i know he does, bs Nadia 7elfely matgoulen 7ag a7ed not a soul! no one knows please nadia!"

"Dont- faye.. omg .. look dont worry, i wont bs how, i mean ahh"

"I tried breaking up, but in the middle of the night, he'd show up jedam baitna high on god knows what, calling me threatning etha ma 6ila3tla, he's be ringing the door bell and asking to talk to my dad"

She choked over her tears .. Madry sheno agoul, I hugged her tight. That cruel ass hole. "Please Nadia latgouleen 7ag a7ed please, sim3ty o ahly .. "

"Dont worry, ma7ad be3arf shhhh .. "

"A7m"- A mans voice was at the door.

There was a guy, leaning on the door, with his fists clenched tight between his sides.

She looked at the voices direction, her eyes wided, as she covered her mouth.

"NO! please ma sima3t shay .. please gouly you didng hear anything!"

All he did was nodd. She ran to the bathroom and locked her self in.

"WHO ARE YOU TO COME IN CHITHY!" I screamed at him.

"Reem sent us to call you, we were up for beach volleyball."

"Get out now" I said in a tern voice.

"You have to pulll me out of here because Im not."

"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU E6LA3 BARA!"

He pushed aside and made his way to the bathroom.I caught my reflection in the mirror and remembered i still had the mask on.

I ran into the kitched and washed my face, and ran back to the bathroom door.

"Fuzz open up the door, please its me.."

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Okay 3ashankum homies!:p, the post you've been waiting for, ou wala kelkum thank you so much for waiting ou still actually following my blog! wala jad i didnt expect it AT ALL!
anyways madry shfee if its only me wala kel el blogers bs i cant color code the stuff i write wala i change el font, so wala its not me being lazy, i just cant!
Wetha ay a7ed yi3arf how to solve this problem, ebleeeeez tell me!;(

PREVIOUSLYBa3dain nadait the nanny to bring a bowl with water ou I soaked in cotton balls and cleans up his wound.

The whole time as I cleaned his foot, I felt his eyes burn into my skin.

I cleaned it, wrapped it, and taped his foot.

I shoved his foot off my lap and took off the scarf as I gasped for air.

"Ahhh" I let out a seigh of relief.

My hair was covering my face, and ma wa3ait ela ohwa he bent down jidami and wakhar sha3ry men 3aini ou tucked it behind my ear.

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"Your beautiful tadreen" he said.

Nadia, I'm gona kill you, shit shit shagooooul!

"Well duh, you should have known by now, I walk the walk and talk the talk" men 9ijy! WAS THAT WHAT I CAN SAY!

"And i love your thiqa as well"

"Yeah, no.. Can you walk ebru7ik wala anady Nadia's 7aris so he can help you over there?"

"Taben el sayig yisa3edny wentay ehny!" I could have swore his eyeballs popped out.

"I'll walk with you but not help" I said. How was i going to help him? Did i ever mention I was an ant next to him? He was tall.

"Khala9 rathy!" El ebtisama shgat wayha

So he got up and he wiggled and wobbled a bit, but I stopped myself from helping him, even though I really thought I needed too.

Just as he was getting down the steps Nadia popped out of the door with a plate full of cupcakes ..

"This is for you but here Reem githby miskeen he can barely find his own balance" she said then turned to him. "So no more breaking eneteries, and if you need anything you ring the bell, not break a window" she smiled and winked at me.

Mayo Dude
Something wasnt right with Reem. Okay I've passed a thousand girls, el minhum maqroreen, wly menhum stubborn, bs Reem's diffrent. Why do I see pain painted all over her face, ou no one else seems to notice it?

"Mashkoora ma ga9artay!" I said as I eyed those delicious cupcakes "Ou I'll pay for it all, dont worry!"

"Dont bother, bs take care of ur foot, you might want to go to the doctor, to get him look at it." Nadia said, as she moved away from us indicating she had to leave.

As she went into the chalet I saw Reem reach the bottom step.

"Today?" she tapped her foot furiosly, as she huffed.

I got down and our walk was quite, I didnt know how to ask her properly, and I didnt want anyone to bother us, so ne6art lay kena exactly halfway between the girls chalet and ours.

I grabbed her arm, not meaning any harm. She was in shock, her eyes grew wide .. "Reem shfeech" With her facial expressions ehya khari3atny.

"Im sorry, I have to go"

"Reem no your not, shfeeech!" I pulled her to a tanning bed and let her sit down. "Your not yourself, shfech! wetha geltay mafech shay .. well dont you dont know whats going to happen"

She looked at the cupcakes, didnt move and inch. I bent down to her knees, and tried to get her to look at me but she refused too.

"Reem you can trust me tadreen?"

"Sure I can, i dont even know your name!" her lips finally released those words, just loud enough for me to hear them over the crashing waves.

"Yousif".. "My names Yousif"

She lifted her head just enough for our eyes to meet for less than a micro second.

"We should get going" she said.

"La2 bitgouleely shfech!"

"Nothing" It was a sad, pleading for love and lonely tone.

"Reeem oh Reem, shbasawi feech? Theres no fooling me"

She looked away at the ba7ar, then at the sky.

I rubbed her bare kneees as I saw her shiver as a cold of swift air hit us. "Reem 6al3eeny bs 7ag digeega..."

She looked up and kept her eyes straight into mine.

"I dont know you 3adil, bs for some reason I just see pain all over your face..Im here to talk to, If you wana just forget the world o hamha or if you want to talk about something emthaygich"

She smiled, not a full smile, the one that just had her lips curled up at one side.

"Haa mayridich ela elsanich" I added

"Enshallah, bs yalla you should get going"

She helped me up, then carried the cupcakes. "Mu geltay no physical contact" I smirked at her.

"I would have 3alaqt 3ala ur hands on my knees, but yeah whatever.. you started it !"

"So you let me because you liked it didnt you?"

"No shaku whatever.."

"ADMIT IT!"

"Oho, Im not admiting to anything, yala were here, here are the cupcakes and I'll be leaving"

Just as she was going to leave, BuS3oud feta7 el bab.

"I see you've taken care of the 7aramy"

"With the goodness of my heart I did, and please keep an eye on him. I did help him out once, and aided his foot, bes next time I'll break it!"

She winked, flicked her hair and walked away..

BuS3oud wegaf jedamy, ma retha eny adish..

"Malat 3alaik! fashaltna! Aku a7ed yisawy chithy?"

"Yuba kint you3an! Ou hathoula kanaw latheteeehn!" I pulled up the plate jedam wayha

"Shesemha?" He asked faj2a

"Um Reem? Laish"

He ran to the side of the porch and screamed "REEEEEM!"

She didnt answer bes she looked back.

"Because of the incident with our friend batcher el ghada 3alyna, bensawi BBQ, goulay 7ag bajy el banat, ou its not something you can turn down okay?"

She called back "Enshallaaah" and joggeb back to her chalet.



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Short?
Adry:p
Bs HEY! Thank me:( Sawait Shay!:p

Etha 3indy wakt I'll post batcher ba3ad
Bs tara wala you guys el load 3alay mu 9ij! Litterly 3-4 hours of studying bidoun breaks EVERY DAY! its not even funny, ma yamdeny asawi wala shay!

So adry enkum veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery i mean VERY patient, ou i love you guys for that, bs lat3a9boon etha at2akhar men post lay post okaik?

A7ibkum wayid!;*

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My Blog!;O
*Blows the dust off! ..

I doubt aku ay a7ed lail7een following:p
Bs khanchouf! Who'se still around? Shlunkum if anyones alive ehny!:p



Madry your replies are gona determine if i continue posting and re-enter the "blog world" wala la2!:p

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